Seventeen Imagines (COMPLETED)

Hoshi (Pt. 1)

I was waiting desperately in front of my laptop, hoping Hoshi would answer the call already. I called him three times but he didn't answer. Just when I was about to close my laptop, a cute little Hoshi appeared, causing me to smile.

"Jagiya, sorry I didn't answer. I was in the shower", he said.

Seeing from how wet his hair is and the towel around his neck made it obvious that he was in the shower. His wet locks were covering his forehead.

"It's okay. How was practice?", I asked.

"Exhausting. What about you? How was school?", he asked, combing his hair back with his fingers.

"Horrible. We had a test today and I'm pretty sure I failed", I said.

"That's not true. You're so smart. I bet you got a 100% percent on it", he smiled.

Oh how I miss that smile. It's been months since I've seen him and I miss him so much.
He put his hand over his mouth and yawned, stretching his arms back.

"You should get some sleep. You must be tired from practice", I said.

"No it's fine. I wanna stay up to talk to you", he said.

"You really need sleep Hoshi", I said.

"I said I'm fine. I miss you okay? I wanna keep talking to you", he said.

"You're gonna get sick. You need sl-"

"Didn't you hear what I just said?? I'm fine. Why are you being like this???", he asked, obviously irritated.

"Well excuse me for not wanting my boyfriend to get sick from exhaustion. I'm only looking out for you", I said, sitting up.

"I can look out for myself....you know what? I actually am tired. Imma go to sleep. Goodnight", he muttered before hanging up.

I scoffed as I tried to call him back. He didn't answer so I closed my laptop and put it aside before laying down on my bed to fall asleep.

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For the next few days, Hoshi has been acting strange. When we call each other, he hardly talks. I told him I was gonna be visiting him soon but that I didn't know when. I wanted to surprise him this weekend so I didn't tell him that I was already on my way.

After two hours of being on the plane, I had finally arrived. Seungkwan opened the door for me and told me that I could wait in Hoshi's room since he's out playing basketball with a few friends but should be back in a few minutes.

I waited on his bed until I heard his voice coming down the hall I stood up and fixed my hair as the door opened.

"(Y/n)? What are you doing here?", Hoshi asked, mouth gaped open when he saw me.

"I wanted to surprise you!", I squealed excitedly as I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him.

He didn't seem to be happy to see me. When I pulled away, I noticed a small frown on his face, as if he was upset by something.

"What's wrong?", I asked him.

"...nothing", he said, avoiding eye contact with me.

"You're lying. There's obviously something wrong. Tell me", I said, fingers locking onto  his shirt.

He sighed and grabbed my hand as he led me towards his bed. He sat down while making me sit on his lap.

"I don't know how to tell you this, mostly because I don't want to hurt your feelings, which I know it will. This long distance relationship is harder than I thought it was gonna be. I missed you so much. But every time you kept telling me to sleep, I felt like you were pushing me away. It got to the point where I got upset and...found comfort somewhere else..", he mumbled.

"Wha-...what are you trying to say?", I asked, eyes welling up with tears.

"I...met up with a friend. We were just talking until we ended up talking about you and...I felt afraid that I wouldn't see you again and that you'd find someone else....and then she started kissing me. And...", tears were rolling down his face as he tried to explain.

"And what??", I asked, pulling my hand away from his.

"I'm so sorry (y/n). I didn't want things to go that far. I feel terrible", he said.

"You...slept with her??", I pushed myself away from him.

"I didn't mean to. I was just upset about you living far away from me. Just the thought of you not being next to me really hurts me", he said, standing up to get closer to me.

"So you thought cheating on me would help you??", I said, backing away from him.

"It's not..I didn't want to..I mean I did..just not with her..I really don't know what to say (y/n). I feel terrible. Please forgive me. It won't happen again", he said.

"...I doubt it", I said before running away out of the house.

I was planning on staying there with him but I can't stand to look at him right now. I ran towards a hotel and checked into a hotel room. I plan to leave in the morning because there's no point in staying here.

I've been getting calls from Hoshi all day and didn't have the energy to answer so I turned off my phone. I laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling as tears stained the pillow sheets. Just thinking about all the memories we had these past three years, I questioned whether any of it was real. I knew going away for school was a bad idea and yet he convinced me to go. How could I be so stupid and clueless?? I never should've agreed on going away.