Seventeen Imagines (COMPLETED)

Hoshi (Pt. 1)

You yawned as you stretched your hands over your head. As you look to your side, your boyfriend was nowhere in sight. You sighed and walked towards the bathroom. You hadn't realized that the pregnancy sticks were still in the sink. You threw them away and continued with your day.

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"Hoshi, please answer the phone. I don't know why you're ignoring me. I don't know what I did wrong. You didn't come home last night and I'm starting to get worried. Please call me back", you said before hanging up the phone.

You threw your phone aside and laid down on the couch. You kept rubbing your stomach, wishing Hoshi would call you. Thinking about what you said to make him angry, you groaned and covered your face with the pillow.

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You kept calling Hoshi but still no answer. You were ready to call the police until you heard the door open.

"Hoshi! Where were you?? I kept calling you. Why didn't you answer?? I was worried about you. Why did you leave without saying anything? Are you mad? What did I do??", you kept asking him questions.

He sighed and sat down on the couch, patting the empty side next to him. You sat down and began getting worried.

"Is it because of-"

"Please don't say it. We've tried plenty of times and nothing works. How are we gonna start a family if you don't end up pregnant? Maybe something is wrong with me. Maybe that's why you're not getting pregnant", he frowned.

"I know it's hard but things like this take time. Nothing is wrong with you. And nothing is wrong with me either...I hope. Just give it a bit more time", you smiled.

"...I don't think I can", he said.

You wiped your smile off your face and stared at him confusingly. He took your hand in his and took a deep breath.

"I've been with you for four years now. You know how much I want a family. I can't keep waiting. I love you (y/n). But I'm not happy anymore. Every time we find out that you're not pregnant, I just lose hope. I can't keep feeling like this I anymore", he said.

"What are you saying?", you asked, tears threatening to fall.

"I think it's best if I move out. This is making both of us miserable. Do you really wanna keep feeling that way?", he asked.

You wiped your tears away and turned your body away. He caressed your head before packing up his things. At that moment you hated him. Yet you still loved him.

~~~

A few days have passed since Hoshi moved out of the house. You haven't moved since. You haven't gone to work or even talked to friends or family. Your best friend has been calling you but you don't answer. Your heart hurt so badly. You just kept constantly crying.

A knock on the door caught your attention. You slowly walked towards the door and opened it, not really caring about how you looked. When you saw that Hoshi was standing in front of you, you quickly looked away. He didn't say anything and just let himself in.

"Everyone's been worried about you. They keep calling me to see if you're alright. I don't wanna keep repeating that we're not together anymore. I just came here to tell you that you need to move on. Yes it hurts and it's hard but you need to at least try. You're very sweet and I know you'll find someone who's right for you", he said softly.

You were feeling too much. You wrapped your arms around him and kissed him deeply but he pushed away.

"Please...just one more time...please", you whispered as you looked into his eyes.

He sighed and let you kiss him. You wanted more. He grabbed you by the legs and carried you into the bedroom.

~~~

You were starting to feel like yourself again. You have talked to your best friend and she helped you feel better. You went back to work once you were 100% better. Things weren't really the same but you had to change to be able to move on.

It wasn't until a few weeks later when you started feeling sick. You weren't sure if it was because of what you ate. But it was unbearable. It didn't hit you until you were at the doctors office that there was something seriously wrong.

"Congrats, you are eight weeks pregnant."

"Wait...what?", you asked.

"You're pregnant. Do you want the sonogram? It's still early but many woman like having the sonograms."

"Um...sure."

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You were smiling from ear to ear as you looked at the sonogram. You couldn't believe you were pregnant. After all these years of trying, you are finally pregnant. You went over to Hoshi's hangout place to tell him the good news. You can now think about having a future with him.

As you turned the corner, you stopped as you watched Hoshi talking to another girl. They were holding hands. You told yourself that maybe they're friends but that's when he leaned in to kiss her. Then he placed a hand on her stomach. Tears streamed down your face, upset at the fact that he has already started a family with someone else.

You looked down at the sonogram and thought about what Hoshi said.He wants to be happy. And he looks happy with that girl. You didn't want to mess that up for him so you hid the sonogram behind your back before walking away towards your house.

You were still happy that you were having a baby but it would've been better if Hoshi was there with you. You placed your sonogram beside your bed and fell asleep with a lot in your mind.