Grace Xiu
Why?
Why, Grace?
Why don't you want to spend a romantic night on a romantic yacht with someone you had a romantic history with?
It's Jimin.
Jimin Park.
HAD a romantic history...
Like I said before.....I can't give in to the temptations and lust. I can't be with him, then be tempted to give in to a relationship.
I do.
I really do.
I want a relationship. I want to kiss him. I want to love him. I want a strong relationship like how it was with him before he....cheated.
I really do.
But, not this early. Not this soon.
I don't know. I'm still down about Seokjin, I really am. It's just that feeling after a breakup where you just hate every boy or don't want anything to do with them.
I just feel really hopeless about dating and having all this happen just makes me want to give up.
But with Jimin, I don't want to give up on him.
Just him, though.....you know?
I don't want to lead him on or anything and make him think I'm ready for a relationship RIGHT after ending things horribly with Seokjin.
Because I'm not.
I don't want to be, but I know I'm not fully recovered.
Yet.
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Suho took the stage and walked to the microphone stand. He smiled wide and asked for everyone's attention.
Everyone slowly quieted down and took their seats at their own tables.
"Hello, everybody! How are you all doing?" Suho raised his voice and his arm.
Everyone started clapping and cheering, including Jimin and I.
As Suho was announcing some extra things, I kept spacing out. I just gave up on paying attention and focused on my thoughts as my gaze froze on the table.
Do I love Jimin?
Does he love me?
Can I truly trust him again?
Can he trust me?
Would our relationship end again in sh*t?
Should I risk myself like that again?
Can I go through another heartbreak?
Can I go through another depressed phase?
Are babies hungry or thirsty for milk?
Am I drunk?
Did I drink?
Jasmine and Ashley joined us at our table and sat on either side of me. Namjoon shortly follows, sitting by Jimin.
Our squad is here.
Will Jimin be loyal?
Will he betray me again?
Will he play me after I give him my heart again?
Ah! The thoughts aren't going away!
I grabbed Jasmine's drink and gulped it down in a second.
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Attention ||BOOK 2|| Park Jimin
FanfictionI thought I got over her. I thought I didn't want anything to do with her. I thought we were completely over. I thought I could move on. I thought I hated her. I thought she was a devil. I thought I didn't love her anymore. I thought. == Based off...
