daddy • Lil Xan

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madelines POV

" I need you to listen to what I'm about to tell you... and I want you to know that I truly love you...okay?" Diego says, his voice cracking. 

"Diego...your scaring me.." I slide off his lap and sit across from him in the hot tub. 

"the other night...when... I went to get us dinner, when you founf out about Liam... I ran into this girl.. and at first I ignored her and told her off...but I ran into her again..." he chokes, and clears his throat.

I look at him confused. 

" she asked me to hook up with her... I said no...the first time....then the second.." 

I interrupt him. 

"no..." I say as my voice starts to get quiet. 

"let me finish please...." he doesnt even look me in the eye. 

" I told her to get in the car..." 

" NO! THE SLUT WAS BREATHING THE SAME AIR MY CHINESE FOOD WAS IN??" I scream. 

"calm down... let me finish...I lied to you...when I said I was stuck in traffic...I was sitting in her parking lot...she was in the car.. when I hung up...I went up to her room with her...and I sat on the bed...and she undressed herself....then seat on my lap.... BUT! I immediately pushed the bitch off. and the girl was....was...santana....the one from the airport.... Madeline....I hate myself for it...I have no idea why I did it..... I love you Madeline....ive been disgusted in myself since then..." he had tears falling from his eyes. 

" you..you...disgust me.." I get up out of the hot tub and run to the room. 

"Madeline!" he cries, running after me. 

once I was in the room, I quickly changed into a pair of jeans and a hoodie. 

I grabbed my purse and as I was heading out the door, he was coming in. 

his eyes were red and puffy from crying. 

"baby please...I didn't touch her...." he cries out , reaching for my hand to hold. 

" get your fucking hands off of me... after this cruise, we will never, and I mean NEVER! see each other again. do you understand?  FUCK YOU DIEGO!" I shove against his chest trying to get out the door. 

" NO!" hes sobbing now. 

I slam open the door and I stare at him through the doorway. he was on the floor, against the wall, sobbing into his hands. 

" you don't love me, you never did." I whisper. 

I was broken... torn to pieces... 

I think this might be my last update for the night, Im really sick and I'm most likely going to be updating a lot tomorrow since I'm staying home from school. 

I love you guys sooo muchhhh!!!!!!