He stayed with me in that position until I had managed to stop my tears.
But they'd always come back and I'd cling to him harder.
Hesitantly, I opened my mouth to speak.
I told him about my blood cancer. About how I was diagnosed a while ago, and I had lied.
He didn't yell at me, or told me I should've said something before- his grip on me just got tighter.
He was afraid of loosing me.
And I could tell by the way I saw his eyes glass over as soon as the words left my mouth.
"The surgery is tomorrow I think.." I whispered to him quietly.
He nodded and understood.
"I don't understand anything still.." I murmured. He didn't say anything.
After a while he started humming something into my shoulder. I couldn't make out what it was, but it was quiet and gentle.
It made me calm.
My heart was beating normally and I closed my eyes to listen and feel his voice vibrate.
He told me he would spend all night here with me until I fell asleep so I wouldn't have an anxiety attack.
God help me, if I die, please let Soonyoung find happiness.
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Put flowers on the desk. (Soonhoon)
FanfictionLee Jihoon is sick, and he know he is, but he doesn't understand what he has. The countless hours as the hospital let's him know whatever he has is bad, but how bad could his life be if he met Soonyoung? Every day he wakes up with flowers on his de...
