Put flowers on the desk. (Soonhoon)

Day 94.

The next day I didn't talk to him.

It was wrong, but I was so mad and upset.

I couldn't look at him.

Because this time our roles were switched. Once I was okay, he wasn't.

"Ji, why aren't you looking at me?"

I ignored him.

I didn't know why, I knew he didn't deserve it.

But when I saw him I felt my heart break.

"Jihoon." He repeated. "Look at me."

I shook my head, ignoring him.

His voice wavered. "Jihoon, look at me." he moved and gently touched wrist that my chin was resting on.

I pulled away. "Why are you acting like this?"

"Just don't talk to me.. please I don't want to hear you." I whispered.

I saw his expression change into hurt. "Ji.. why?"

"You lied to me.."

"I'm sorry."

"This shouldn't have happened."

"Look at me, for real this time." He said.

I shook my head, eyes starting to water.

"I'm not asking you jihoon. I'll say it one more time, look at me."

I hesitantly turned my head, facing him with my puffy eyes.

He placed his hands on the sides of my face.

He rubbed my cheeks with his thumbs. I closed my eyes and let out a breath.

"I didn't tell you because I wasn't sure if they were really problems.. yes it hurt but I wasn't focused on that." he frowned. "I'm sorry."

I saw his hand. I saw that it was wrapped from yesterday. "It was because of your cut right?.."

I take his hand off my cheek and looked at it.

"Yeah, I got nervous from seeing the blood, and my heart rate got too high. They said I put too much pressure on it."

I nodded and kissed his hand hesitantly. "I love you.." I looked at him.

"I love you too." he weakly smiled.

"But I can't keep loving you like this.."