The next day I didn't talk to him.
It was wrong, but I was so mad and upset.
I couldn't look at him.
Because this time our roles were switched. Once I was okay, he wasn't.
"Ji, why aren't you looking at me?"
I ignored him.
I didn't know why, I knew he didn't deserve it.
But when I saw him I felt my heart break.
"Jihoon." He repeated. "Look at me."
I shook my head, ignoring him.
His voice wavered. "Jihoon, look at me." he moved and gently touched wrist that my chin was resting on.
I pulled away. "Why are you acting like this?"
"Just don't talk to me.. please I don't want to hear you." I whispered.
I saw his expression change into hurt. "Ji.. why?"
"You lied to me.."
"I'm sorry."
"This shouldn't have happened."
"Look at me, for real this time." He said.
I shook my head, eyes starting to water.
"I'm not asking you jihoon. I'll say it one more time, look at me."
I hesitantly turned my head, facing him with my puffy eyes.
He placed his hands on the sides of my face.
He rubbed my cheeks with his thumbs. I closed my eyes and let out a breath.
"I didn't tell you because I wasn't sure if they were really problems.. yes it hurt but I wasn't focused on that." he frowned. "I'm sorry."
I saw his hand. I saw that it was wrapped from yesterday. "It was because of your cut right?.."
I take his hand off my cheek and looked at it.
"Yeah, I got nervous from seeing the blood, and my heart rate got too high. They said I put too much pressure on it."
I nodded and kissed his hand hesitantly. "I love you.." I looked at him.
"I love you too." he weakly smiled.
"But I can't keep loving you like this.."
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Put flowers on the desk. (Soonhoon)
FanficLee Jihoon is sick, and he know he is, but he doesn't understand what he has. The countless hours as the hospital let's him know whatever he has is bad, but how bad could his life be if he met Soonyoung? Every day he wakes up with flowers on his de...