"Soonyoung? Soonyoung!" I called when I shot to my feet, frantically looking around the room.
"S-Soons, where are you?" I shout out, feeling a lump form in my throat as I looked everywhere possible.
I checked behind the curtains, possibly under the blanket- even though I knew he wasn't there.
I back up and looked at the door.
He walked out the door- why would he do this?
I immediately run out of the room and looked down the halls.
"Soonyoung!" I yell, looking then to my left.
Left, I'll check left first.
My heart was pounding in my throat as I ran down the hall.
I looked in the rooms down the hall.
I was horrified.
why isn't Soonyoung in his room anymore? What happened?
"S-Soonyoung please answer me!" I call out, panting and shaking slightly.
I ran into the next room,
It was the bathroom.
"Soonyo-" I stopped speaking and I cut myself short
I heard something.
I paused and looked at he stalls, only one was closed.
I slowly walked up to it and paused.
"..soonyoung?" I let out.
I heard no reply.
I knock on the stall hesitantly.
"S-Soonyoung if its you please open the stall.."
I once again got no reply.
I knew it was him after that.
"Please, get back to your room.. what on earth are you thinking getting up? Please open the stall." I say, trying to hide the shakiness to my voice.
He didn't answer me.
My voice got softer. ".. are you ignoring me..?"
I heard him breathe out.
"Did.. did I do something? H-Hyung please just come with me back to your room.."
He wasn't answering me.
"Soonyoung I'll get the doctor if you don't-"
"I don't want you to see me."
It was a whisper.
I was taken aback a little as I looked at the stall door. "..huh?"
He then spoke again. "I don't want you to have to see me when I'm like this.. I didn't like seeing you when you were sick. I just- I want to be alone while I'm getting better.."
He continued.
"It's not like I don't want to be there with you, but I.. I don't know.. I don't want you to see me in pain i-if it's hurting you.." he continued to whisper and I finally tried to reply.
"Open the stall please." I said softly.
After a few minutes I heard him unlock the door and immediately he hugged me.
He wrapped his arms around me.
"I'm sorry, this is really dumb huh?" He said and I buried my head in his chest.
"We've been through this before.. we can do it again. I won't leave you, and we'll be okay." I said.
I realized that I'm not being selfish
Because that was when Soonyoung told me that he needed me just as much as I felt I need him.
We can't leave each other.
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Put flowers on the desk. (Soonhoon)
أدب الهواةLee Jihoon is sick, and he know he is, but he doesn't understand what he has. The countless hours as the hospital let's him know whatever he has is bad, but how bad could his life be if he met Soonyoung? Every day he wakes up with flowers on his de...