5SOS Preferences and Requests

The Only Reason (Michael)

Michael was laying wide awake in his bed thinking of you. Every memory burned his aching heart. He covered his eyes and let out a shaky breath. All he saw was your face. He regretted every bitter word he's ever spoken. Every argument. Every moment he wasn't with you. His mind wandered to the memory of your first kiss. You were wearing jeans and a T-shirt. His favorite combination on you. "Mikey why are you looking at me like that?" He smiled and twisted his fingers with yours. "Because I'm falling in love with you." He leaned in and kissed your lips, the softest kiss. Michael sobbed quietly breaking the visual. He kept replaying precious moments, each one more painful than the last. "Michael. I'm ready." He looked at you and began placing kisses on your neck. "Are you sure? Because we can wait if you're not." He had told you. You bit your lip and nodded. "I love you Michael. I trust you." He made love to you slowly and passionately bringing you closer than before. Michael sat up in his bed and put his fingers in his hair, tugging lightly. "Why did I let you go?" He cried. His heart was breaking into the sharpest shards, piercing his insides. He could feel it. You were the only reason. The only reason he couldn't see or think clearly. He stood up and walked to the bathroom. He slammed both hands on each side of the sink and tried to catch his breath. "Michael! Stop!" You giggled as his fingers danced across your sensitive skin. "Not until you tell me you love me more than Pikachu!" He yelled. You laughed harder and tried to pry his hands off of you. "Never!" He stopped tickling you and pulled you to his chest. "Close enough." Michael fell to his knees and clutched the edge of the sink. It was the worst pain he's ever felt. "I can't do this anymore Michael. I just can't." He looked so heartbroken. "Y/N we can figure this out! We can fix this! I know we can." He grabbed your shoulders and slammed your body to his. His arms holding you tightly, threatening not to let go. "I'm sorry Michael. I-I have to go." You pushed him away and picked up your bags and walked out of his life. Losing you was his worst mistake. His heart was never going to give up though. Deep in his heart he knew he'd keep trying to bring you back. But until then, he would fall apart and won't come back together until he found a way to get to you.

(I've decided that I'm going to write a chapter for each boy with a song title! So this is 1/4 done! I'm sorry if I messed with your heart in this one. I died a little inside just writing it. and I'm sorry it was really short.... Ashton's will be next ;) anyone who can guess the song will get a dedication! Love you xx)