This isn't fair.

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Dark light fills the room. All I can see is black, for maybe centimetres or miles. All I know is that I feel empty.

But then I remember you exist.
Purple creeps at the corners of my mind as I remember your face and your laugh. I remember your deep brown eyes which looked at me with confusion and love. I remember seeing you in your blue jacket the day I cried my eyes out.  I remember the light blue skateboard you sent me a picture of  I remember when we went to fields of vivid green and watched bikes jumping on the track. Seeing bright, happy yellow as my heart jumped from a Snapchat notification from you. I remember that warm, fuzzy, orange feeling in my stomach when you first told me you loved me, and I felt all cosy inside. My world turned deep dark red when you said you wanted to kiss me, knocking every other colour to shades of crimson.

My world wasn't black when I was around you. It was a rainbow of life and laughter and love which filled every corner of my soul and made me love you more and more.

I came crashing back to earth into my small dark room. But this time I noticed the stars.

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