The reason why I write is that it calms me down. I can vent, I can rejoice, I can make art, I can actually put into words and sentences that are structured and vaugly make sense, what I'm feeling.
Why I publish it is because I can make myself heard. Sure, it's relationship drama and sure, you probably don't care that much about why I am angry or upset or happy or whatever.
But you're still reading.
I publish it because it lets other people who may be in similar situations kniw that they are not alone. It lets my best friend hear my thoughts as I could never explain it verbally (I stutter so much it's terrible). I suppose yeah there is some craving for validation and wanting to be seen, but every human on earth is a vain piece of shit in some way, and that's okay. Of course I want to be heard, we all do.
But how many of us are going to take the lead and make ourselves heard?
I want my readers to know that it's okay. Whatever you are going through is okay. You are not alone. If you need advice in anything just message me and I will respond as soon as possible. If you want me to write about something that you think need to be heard about, yo I'm here. If we have a topic we both agree on and it needs to be written about, I'll do it. And if you just want a friend to talk about boys and girls and everyone else, or food or something, I'm more than happy.
I want you to understand that you are not alone.
And it's going to be okay.
Keep going. I'm proud of you.
