And falling in love again.
Except this time I always did. I was just warned away from you.
Right from the beginning I was told "don't do it he is creepy and weird." And as a small 14 year old, I thought that the shit they told me WAS creepy.
But as I grew older, I learnt it was all normal, and I have learnt to accept it.
I always did love you.
I just didn't want to admit it.
And now when people say
"don't do it"
Bitch you better fucking believe I'm gonna do it, because it's my life not yours. You can give me advice but can't force me to do anything. Not anymore. I'll do what I want. And so im gonna do it.
(I can feel my best friend preparing for my heart to break. I can sense her readying the sleep over with tissues so I can cry. I just know.)
