This book is such a boy problems book but I want to talk about someone else. Someone who I love unconditionally.
My best friend.
She's the most fantastic girl I've ever met. She's strong with her opinions, she's feisty, she's bloody hilarious, she's a wonderfully creative young woman and I adore how she much she loves stuff. Things like WWE, or The Neighbourhood, or literally all of her music.
God you should see her when she sings. Her face just lights up in the cutest way. I love how nose wrinkles up when she's laughing her head off. When she's concentrating she has this ever so slight frown that she doesn't notice, but I think it's adorable. Her smile, good god her smile. I could just watch her smile and laugh for hours in end and never get bored. She knows what I'm thinking and we say stuff in unison.
I've never loved anyone the way I love her.
There is one small issue however.
And that's college.
At the beginning of September, we are going to different colleges. Neither of us are ready to let go. But this is what I have to say to my beautiful best friend about college.
You are not alone.
There's gonna be tonnes of other kids there who feel the same as You do. Who think they are alone, who are scared, who feel they have no one to trust or talk to.
And that's okay.
Because even if at the end of the day you come home and you hate everyone there, you have me on the other end of the phone. 24/7. All hours.
There are gonna be emo kids, band kids, WWE nerds, vine masters there. You are not alone. No it won't be right away but you will find someone.
And if anytime you feel really alone, you know damm well I will skate to your house at midnight to climb through your bedroom window with ice cream.
You are loved. By me and your family. I know you are sceptical about the future I want us to have, but I am going to try my absolute best to make this future for you.
I'm not a Slytherin for nothing.
I love you. I love you I love you I love you.
Thank you for being my bestest (is that a word?) Friend ever. Thanks for sticking by me even when I'm being I little shit. I love you so much. I'm not letting you leave my life anytime soon. Or ever tbh.
