I'm torn between two options.
My not boyfriend has invited me to his tomorrow Night, and I would KILL to see him. A night with him would be utter bliss, and I could for once fall asleep in someone's arms and feel safe, and maybe learn want it's like to not have night ruled by the demons in my head, because he's right next to me and I know I'd be safe.
On the other hand however, we both have exams coming up. And as my best friend oh so delicately put it, exams are the top of our priority list.
But I just want one night. I'll revise all day and then break when I'm with him.
How I get it past my parents I have no idea.
But I just want one night. My dream night.
I just want to be by his side again.
