I cannot control my life anymore and I can't stay in top of it. Not control with the sense of the matrix, we all know those films were a fucking prophecy.
No, I mean I can't keep up with what's happening.
My best friend is trying to deal with shit at home.
Another of my best friends is potentially dying.
The one I love is stressed out of his mind.
My dad's pressuring me to do well in my upcoming exams.
And I'm still hurting from losing.
I don't know what to do. I can't handle it anymore. This has all happened over a few days and I can't do it.
This shit is moving too fast.
