He's ignoring me and now I'm lying in bed in tears.
I deserve this.
I deserve what i get.
I loved him so much but I didn't help him.
He can do so much better, anyone is better than me.
But I still screwed up.
And I miss you.
Please.
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to piss you off.
For God's sake at least tell me you are not in love with me.
Tell me that you want me gone from your life.
If it makes you happy I will do it.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
