The first boy?
Lmao ignoring me yet again.
Started off last night when he suddenly said that he didn't want anything with me he just wanted to be friends. I told him i knew this and that I wasn't interested either, I knew it wouldn't go anywhere.
And then he ignored me. And has done since last night.
Why I don't know. Have I done something? All i know is that I don't care that much because I've dealt with it before. I can deal with it again.
Okay yeah it's not great and I want my friend back, I do miss him when he's in one of his moods. He's my friend. That's all it is and I know that.
Dear boy if you've found this, please don't ignore me. I know what you meant last night and I agree with you. That's all I want too. Please stop ignoring me because this shit is tired and sad now. I'm bored of it. Ether you want me in your life as a friend or you don't want me at all. I want you as a friend. You still have to teach me how to skateboard yet.
Please. I want my friend back.
