I did that thing where I don't fucking learn. Yet again.
Don't admit to him that you would happily spend the rest of your life with him. Especially when you aren't even technically seeing each other anymore.
Don't do it. It's not worth it. Why?
Because when,
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you too but why hold each other back from our futures. I don't want to hold you back."
Is the response?
And you end up in tears because you were so fucking stupid to think that it was ever going to be anything more and you can feel your heart breaking and you don't know what to do.
It isn't worth it.
So much for my happy ever after.
