I want to see you.
I would kill to see you.
But I have never snuck out before.
And I am nervous.
If it goes wrong I could lose trust that's taken me years to build up with my parents.
I would never be able to see you again.
I would lose all contact with you and my friends.
But every kind of tie I had with you would be severed and I wouldn't be able to retie them.
It would kill me.
I can't lose you like that.
Not for one Night.
One night isn't worth it.
I'd rather keep it safe for now, keep our heads down and our noses clean, miss each other but not see each other often, until the day when we can see each other as much as we want.
Because all I want is you.
I miss you.
But you're worth too much for me to lose.
