The first boy I started writing about is the one who ignored/ is ignoring me. He was wonderful. Okay yeah he got into some shit this evening that I'm very concerned and confused about and yeah he's ignored me for a straight month now pretty much, but otherwise he was wonderful.
The second guy has looked after me for two years now. He's so kind and funny and is very caring. Problem? This shit is fucking dangerous and I really shouldn't do it.
What's a girl to do. I want the first one and can't. I have the second but don't want to.
I hate this.
