My two best mates are the most fantastic young women I have ever met.
One who I mention constantly, my one true love, my rock, my soulmate.
And the one who's been there since day one, the sherbet to my lemon, the Vincent Vega to my Mia Wallace, the Fred to my George.
And the three of us together is utter havoc and it's the most amazing feeling in the world.
I know my friends get pissed at me a lot. I try my hardest, I really do. I love them to bits and they know this. If drop anything for them. Anything. I know as she reads this she doubts me but I will. Your happiness is more important than mine. I love you.
To my girls, I apologise. I apologise for talking about love life a lot. I apologise for being too loud. I apologise for not thinking before I speak. I apologise for sometimes being brash. I apologise for walking out when I'm angry, I apologisefor my temper.
I only want the best for you girls and I know I am not doing very well at the moment to give it to you.
I love you so much. Thank you for sticking by me.
