Malec one-shots sometimes chapters 3

Control

Exactly 5 months since Malec's breakup...

Alec's POV
As I struggled to get free of the chains that held me, one single tear wetted my face as I remembered it was my fault I ended up in this position. If I had truly known Magnus was out of control for his actions, I would have never encouraged him to hurt me while he knew everything would get out of hand. He trusted me more than anyone (excluding his closest friends) he had in his entire immortal life and I betrayed him like it was nothing.

2 months earlier

Alec's POV
It started as a simple dinner party where Magnus was the guest of honor. Everything was going fine until Magnus followed me to my bedroom. "Why are you following me?" I asked, stopping in mid-tracks. "I thought I should warn you," Magnus answered, nervously.
"Warn me about what, Magnus?"
"I'm doing everything in my control to resist hurting you right now. I want to make you suffer, know my pain, and ruin your entire life"
"In other words, you want to make me pay for betraying you"
"I don't want to, Alexander, I need to"
"Then do it"
"No"
"Why not?! I clearly deserve it"
"Yes, but I won't ruin your life, I can't"
"Hurt me, Magnus"
"Alexander, if I hurt you, I won't be able to control myself"
"I don't care, Magnus. Do it"
Magnus stared at me before dragging me to my bedroom. "Are you sure about this, Alexander?" Magnus sighed. "I'm sure if it'll make you feel better," I responded, honestly. My bedroom door locked and the soundless charm was chanted. Then the first punch came hard on my face, making me scream loud. "Wait! How extreme is this going to be?!" I asked. "Honestly, I have no idea," Magnus answered as he punched me repeatedly.
"That makes me feel better"
"Like I said, I can't control myself"
I groaned in pain as I was getting kicked and punched repeatedly. Magnus was crying as he kept beating me, wishing it wasn't this extreme. I could've fought back and demanded him to stop, but I was so devoted to making Magnus feel better, even if it was out of his control. By a couple of hours, I was throwing up blood and still getting beaten. "I'm so sorry, Alexander. You really shouldn't have encouraged me," Magnus cried and kicked me in the face.

Now

Alec's POV
As I struggled to get free of the chains that held me, one single tear wetted my face as I remembered it was my fault I ended up in this position. If I had truly known Magnus was out of control for his actions, I would have never encouraged him to hurt me while he knew everything would get out of hand. He trusted me more than anyone (excluding his closest friends) he had in his entire immortal life and I betrayed him like it was nothing.