Malec one-shots sometimes chapters 3

The Lies

**TRIGGER WARNING**

You and I, we're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky

Magnus's POV
It all started with one simple lie. Then another and another and another and so on. It almost costed our relationship, then I remembered we broke up months ago. I sighed as I walked to the Institute, which I hadn't visited in so long. Several injuries not being able to heal and that broke me.

With you, I'm alive

I almost ran away when I saw Alec kissing his new boyfriend, but I knew I had to stay. It took all of my energy to even heal a simple wound. But you can't fix what's already been broken. I remembered all the love Alec had showered me with, making my heart break another piece.

Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide

Alec was my savior, but he never knew. It broke me so much when he decided to end it after finding out I had cheated. And that was the biggest mistake of my life. My heart was broken, then it came back to life when I was dating Alec.

So stop time right here in the moonlight
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes

I always thought that dating Alec was a dream. I could feel my heart beating faster as I healed the wounds of the injured. Little by little, I could feel my life breaking in front of me. All because of Alec being happy again.

Without you, I feel broke

I didn't even realize I was feeling exhausted until I almost collapsed, but was caught by my ex. He left immediately when he knew I was fine. I wanted to kiss him at that very moment. But of course, he wouldn't let me, not after all the lies I told.

Like I'm half of a whole

As I laid in the depths of my own hospital bed, I could hear the laughter from Alec. I smiled at the thought of ever hearing his laughter again. Alec was happier with his new boyfriend and I didn't want to take that from him.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold

I cried a little when I noticed Alec holding the hand of his new boyfriend, swaying to the soft music. I still remember our last dance as it was yesterday, the dance before our breakup.

Without you, I feel torn

Alec didn't seem to notice how hurt I was watching him be with the one he loved. He would never love me again, and yet I keep telling myself that one day, he will. One day, he'll come back to me and I'll be complete again.

Like a sail in a storm

Alec glanced at me before he was pulled away. I could swear I saw sadness, but he would never mean it. He would never return to me. And yet, I'll always keep waiting.

Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song

One last look at the person I still loved, I walked away with tears in my eyes. As I entered the loft, the memories all came flooding back to me. So I began to cut until I ended my own life. I never knew Alec still loved me and that he wasn't happy with the one he was with now.

A/N: There will be a second part to this, but in Alec's POV