daddy - j.m

1: It's 5 am

note before reading and making assumptions like everyone else who's read this: i did not put a date or time reference between the sex and pregnancy sympthoms since i wasn't (i'm still not) sure how long it takes before things can actually show. it doesn't say that this is hours after the sex. it can be a week or a day or two. whatever you'd like. thanks for reading without digging deeper than you have to with the clues.

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Madison Lowe.

Was it supposed to happen just like that? I turn 18 and sex is the first thing on my to-do-list? Jason didn't make me do anything but I still had that tiny bit of pressure on me since he's been super excited for my birthday. This birthday.

There was that feeling in the back of my head, that made me feel like it was wrong. I was feeling anxious about this, was it the wrong time to drop my v-card? The wrong person, place, age? What else could it be? Was it the pain and thoughts? I was in deep thought about this, trying to get myself together and think of a good reason that I was feeling so bad about the sex.

Jason suddenly pulled me into his arms.

"Why are you up?" It was that demanding tone that told me that he was worried. "Nothing I-"

Jason cut me off as soon as he heard that word and realized that I was starting to become nervous and lie. "Don't bullshit me in the middle of the night, Maddie." I swallowed and I would usually tell him what was bothering me but I didn't want to seem childish. I didn't want to hurt his feelings either.

"I feel strange." Even though it was dark, I could feel him smirking, the whole atmosphere around us grew thick and obnoxious. "Are you feeling sore? That's normal, baby girl. That's how I do it." I groaned and pushed myself out of his strong grip. "Come on, I was just kidding.." I slapped his hand away from me and made my way out of the bed. I ignored him calling my name, I didn't want anything to slip out of my mouth before I was sure about what I really felt.

I bent over, washing my face with cold water. I still didn't feel one tiny bit better, I felt horrible. An uncomfortable feeling started to grow inside my stomach and it grew all the way to my throat. As soon as I realized that I was about to throw up, I rushed over to the toilet and let it all out.

I felt better, a lot better. I couldn't help but to be worried over the situation since I knew as much as throwing up was an obvious sign of pregnancy. Deep inside I felt like this was just a horrible nightmare, and I wanted it to stop.

I slid into the sheets again. "Sorry for being a jerk" He kissed me softly, making me nod as a way of accepting is apology. "Let's go to sleep now, shall we? It's 5 am, baby cakes."

A giggle escaped my lips as he pulled me into his arms. "I don't know what's bothering you right now but it'll get better, I promise. I'm here no matter what and you are so so strong, you know that right? Beautiful, too. Amazing." My eyelids got heavier by every word he pronounced, whispering nonsense into my ear. Pretty nonsense, that kind of nonsense everyone needs to hear sometimes.