My Billionaire Kidnapper

Chapter 38

LEILA'S POV

My body wants to sleep but my brain is still half awake. Sa sobrang hina ng katawan ko nakalimutan ko ng palitan ang basa kong damit kanina na ngayon ay medyo tuyo na. Pero sa sobrang pagod ng katawan ko wala na akong lakas para tumayo. I just stayed in bed habang mainam na nakapulupot sa buong katawan ko ang makapal kong kumot.

My eyes are swollen from crying. Hindi ako makatulog kasi nasasaktan ako. Not physically but emotionaly. Heartbroken ba ang tawag dito? I have never felt this before when me and Alvin were together. The fact that we might have an history or truly reincarnated from the past. There is no explanation i could think of. Hindi naman masamang maniwala sa reincarnation. The connection we always have whenever we see each other. I hate to say this but I think I'm inlove with him.. and it fucking hurts.

Sobrang lamig na lamig na ako, nanginginig na talaga ang buong katawan ko. Nagsimula na akong sipunin at ubuhin. Wala pang laman ang tyan ko simula kanina. Itutulog ko na lang siguro ito.

3Am

*bag!*
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*bag! Bag!*

"Leila?! Leila!!" Someone histericaly yelled.

The noise woke me up a little bit. Sobrang lamig, feeling ko ay nasa loob ako ng freezer. I opened my right eye to see what is happening but as soon as I open it I saw Matt's face right in front of my face holding it. I'm stunned. He seemed like checking my body temperature. I can't seem to recognize his normal evil face. All i can see on his face right now is fear, concern and sympathy. His face looks so soft as a pillow. I'm dumbfounded. Biglang nagising ang mga Butterfly sa tyan ko at walang hiyang nagliparan ito. Am I dreaming? Sana hindi na muna ako magising.

"Leila are you okay??!" He anxiously whispered.

"Mm." Paos ata ako. Hindi ako makapagsalita ng maayos. Siguro ay sa kakaubo ko ito.

"Fuck.. You're shaking!" He looks so frustrated. Nagmamadali syang tumayo at umalis. Where is he going?

I closed my eyes again, hoping na managinip ulit ako para makita ko ulit ang maamong mukha nya.

"Leila! Stay awake!" He loudly said but the softness of his face is still there.

Sa kaliwa nyang kamay ay may hawak hawak syang bowl ng tubig at sa kanan naman ay may hawak syang bowl ng..i bet lugaw yon. Amoy na amoy ko ang luya na kumakapit sa ilong ko kahit sinisipon na ako. At nakasingit naman sa baba nya ang puting twalya. Ang cute naman nyang multi-tasker.

After he dipped the towel into the water agad nyang nilagay ito sa noo ko. Ang warm ang sarap sa pakiramdam. Pagkatapos nito ay dahan dahan nyang inangat ang ulo ko para subuan ng lugaw. Sabi na nga ba lugaw yon eh. Sarap! Pagkatapos kong kumain ay pinainom nya ako ng gamot. Ang sarap naman ng ganito it feels so real. Sana hindi na muna ako magising. I wish we stay like this. I wish he would treat me like this. With that thought, unti unting tumulo ang luha ko. Falling inlove with someone who barely treat you right is something far from my personality. But heart works in unexpected ways. Anu pa nga bang magagawa ko?

"Please don't cry.." he softly said. He seemed like doing his best to control his true feelings, but I can see it on his eyes. Nakatingin lang sya sakin, binabantayan ako.

As soon as he said that lalo akong naiyak coz I know in reality he will never treat me like this. I'm so overwhelmed with my feelings for him oh dala lamang ito ng sakit ko and hallucination. Masyado lang ako sigurong emotional dahil sa sakit ko. Ever since I saw him I knew there is something different. There was an automatic attachment between us because I believe that faith made us meet again from another world.

"Please stop.." he repeated and slowly kissed me in my forehead.

Gusto kong sabihin sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. But apart from being paos, wala akong guts kahit alam kong panaginip lang ito.

"I-I swear I never thought that she would do such thing like that." He mumbled.

She..Scarlet. I almost forgot. Ugh. Tumalikod ako sa kanya at pinikit ko ulit ang mata ko. Okay na eh. Bakit kailangan ibring up pa ang babaeng yon. Naalala ko tuloy kung paano sila maglandian sa harap ko.

AFTER 3 HOURS

"Hang on Leila! Please!" Matt's voice echoing in my ears.

Nagising ang diwa ko dahil ramdam ko ang pagmamadali ni Matt habang buhat buhat nya ako. Parang nagliliyab ang buong laman loob ko. Pero lamig na lamig ang panlabas kong katawan feeling ko ay nasa bundok ng Alaska. I feel terrible. I can't even fully open my eyes because if I try, nahihilo ako.

Narinig ko na lamang na nagstart ang makina ng boat. Are we going somewhere?..