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Chapter 18

3 months later...

Kenzie's POV
''ANDYYYYYYYYY?'' I shout, I feel really ill, worse than I have done for the past few days. Andy comes running in and asks what's wrong. ''What time does the doctors open? And will you take me?''

A- it should already be open, and yeah get up and ready and I'll take you
K- thanks babe, I love you
A- i love you more
K- nahhh! Now get out while I get ready!
A- fineeee, see you soon gorgeous
K- bye

I get into some black leggings and a plain baby pink t shirt. I put one of Andy's hoodies on and I tie my hair back and go into the bathroom. I brush my teeth and then go into the boys room. Andy sees me and gets off his bed and tells the boys where we are going. They all ask what's wrong and I just say I'm not feeling well and then they go back to bed. I put some trainers on and we head out the the car. Blair said we can borrow his car as long as we are careful so andy opens the passenger door to let me get in then he walks round to the drivers side and gets in himself.

When we get to the doctors we sit down and wait for my name to be called. After about 10 minutes of waiting I hear my name. We both follow the doctor to room 3 and we sit down. He does a few tests and then tells us to go and wait in the waiting area again for about 15 minutes until he gets the results back.

*text from Mikey💗*
Mikey💗- hey kenz, make sure you ring me as soon as you find out whats up okay? x
You- of course mikey x
Mikey💗- thank you, see you later x
You- bye x

When i put my phone back in my pocket the doctor shouted my name.  I followed the doctor and Andy was a few steps behind me.  We sat down and the doctor shut the door.  He said 'I'm sorry McKenzie but it's bad news' as soon as he said that Andy grabbed my hand and held it tightly.  'You have cancer.  Luckily you've come to the doctors quite early.  We can get rid of the cancer cells and you may not even get to the point where you have to shave your hair off.' I turned to look at Andy and tears were already streaming down his face.  The doctor gets up and and walks out after saying 'i'll give you two some privacy' i said thank you but only a whisper came out. Andy pulls me into a hug and i burst into tears.

K- what if i don't make it Andy?
A- Kenz, your strong enough.  You can do this
K- but wha...
A- Kenzie.  Stop, it's gonna be okay
K- we need to get home and tell the boys, I want to tell them in person.
A- okay, let's go

Andy's POV-
Kenzie has cancer? What if she doesn't make it? I have to reassure her that's she gonna be okay or else we are both gonna break.  I stand up and help Kenzie up and I grab her hand and we walk out the doctors and into the car.  Kenzie grabbed the aux cable and put it into her phone and played some music on full volume while she sang along.  I started singing as-well and by the time we were back at the flat we were loosing our voices.   I get out the car and walk round to the other side of the car and open Kenzie's door for her and we walk up to the flat.  When we get in we go into the living room and we both sit on the sofa.  Kenzie felt it was better to tell everyone all together.

Kenzie's POV
'Guys? I don't want you to over react to what I'm going to tell you okay?'

M- course we won't Kenz, you can tell us anything
B- yeah!
J- brook shut up!
B- fine.
R- so, what is it?
K- I have cancer
M- wait what?
K- um yeah..
M- oh my god. 
A- don't worry thought boys.  The doctor said because she went to the doctors early on, she might be cancer free before she needs to shave her hair off
B- well that's good I guess
J- it still doesn't really make a difference, I mean she still has cancer
K- can we please not make a big deal about it?
R- sure, Kenz?
K- yeah Rye?
R- just make sure you know we are always here and if you need anything then just ask any of us
J- yeah, just ask!
B- yeahhh!
M- Kenzie, can I talk to you in private please,
K- sure, now?
M- yeah

I follow Mikey out the boys room and living room and we go into the kitchen.  I shut the door behind me and he bursts into tears.  I go and hug him and we stand there hugging for about 10 minutes.  Mikey's like my big brother and I'm so glad I met him.

M- are you okay Kenz? I mean like I know you don't wanna make a big deal of it but still
K- Mikey, don't worry about me,  I'm fine
M- i love you
K- i love you too,  no matter what.  And I always will no matter what happens okay?
M- okay.

We hug one last time and he wipes the tears from my eyes and he goes into the boys room and I go into my room.  I grab my phone and call my brother.  He doesn't pick up and then I receive a text from him.