"You're pregnant! Oh my god, Lora! This is amazing. Have you told your mom, dad, Lucas?" I asked in excitement.
"Not yet, but I'm sure they'll be thrilled. I was thinking about doing a surprise for them. You know make them figure out that I'm having a baby," she smiled.
"I'm so happy for you. You're pregnant!" I whisper shouted. She's having a baby, something Ethan and I couldn't have. We tried it's just nothing really happened. It was good and all, but not enough for me to get pregnant.
After coffee, I took Lora home. I stopped by target to get a few things. I then went home. The apartment seemed empty. I placed the bags on the kitchen counter. I dropped my keys as well and my backpack.
"Babe!" I called out.
"Yeah? I'm in the bathroom, fixing the sink," I smiled as I walked down the hall. I saw him lying face up under the sink with a wrench in his hands.
"How's it going handyman?" I asked leaning against the door.
"Ehh... I can't get the water to run-" at the same moment water dropped down on his face and chest. I snorted and he groaned. He sat up and placed the wrench inside his toolbox.
"I think I fixed the sink," he smiled up at me. I laughed. He stood up wiping his hands and face with a towel. "Hey," he smiled.
"Hi,"
"How was coffee with, Lora?" He asked.
"Amazing. Guess what?" I smiled as I wrapped my hands around his stomach.
"Did she finally get rid of that cat. It scares me when we visit Lucas and her,"
"No, but I think they will after Lora has her baby," he furrowed his eyes brows in confusion. He then smiled and chuckled. "She's pregnant?"
"Yup, and she's surprising her parents and Lucas,"
"Lucas doesn't even know," he laughed.
"Nope, but something tells me he's gonna cry," I smiled. I kissed his cheek and smiled. "I'll make something to eat,"
He gripped my wrist as I started walking out of the bathroom. "I love you," he smiled.
"I love you more," he let go smiling. I walked over to the kitchen. I was gonna make some potatoes with chicken. I mean it's good with the spice.
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"I think I might apply at Starbucks,"
"That's so cliche, Y/n,"
"Why?" I asked laughing.
"I mean why not apply at the Vans store, converse, that guitar place downtown," he pointed with his fork.
"How much do they pay?" I asked smiling.
"I don't know, but I'm pretty sure it's a lot," he chuckled. He started poking his food.
"Well, I'll have to check it out," we were eating in silence. It wasn't an awkward silence it was a good silence.
"Y/n," I looked up. Ethan dropped his fork and sat there, still.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"Are you okay?"
"What? Yeah, I'm fine why would you ask that?" I smiled. He pursed his lips and looked down at his plate then back at me.
"I know finding out about Lora was hard. Especially with all this. I know you're beating yourself up with that. Don't, please don't blame yourself,"
"Ethan, I'm fine. Look, I could never be happier. She's my best friend. She's fine, I'm fine, everything is fine. Nothing to worry about," I smiled.
He sighed and picked up his fork. I felt his gaze on me. I knew he felt bad and he didn't want me to blame myself with all this baby stuff. I just.. I want one so bad. But time will tell.
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I brushed my teeth and hair. I slipped on some shorts and a tank top. I flicked the lights off the bathroom and walked into my bedroom. Ethan was shirtless with sweats and the control in his hands.
He leaned up against the headboard staring at the tv. He was watching MTV. I dropped dead on my side and buried my face into the pillow. I then flipped over and grabbed my phone.
I scrolled through Instagram when I came across this account filled with baby clothes, pacifiers, and bottle for sale. They were so adorable.
I clicked on the account and scrolled through their feed. It was so cute. I smiled to myself. I stopped at a picture with little vans and converse. It was the cutest thing ever.
"Oh my god, babe," Ethan turned to me and leaned over. "Look, these are so adorable," I smiled. He looked at my phone and smiled. He looked at me for a good minute.
He grabbed my phone and placed it on his nightstand. "W-what are you-" he cut me off by cupping my face and kissing me. His right hand ran up my side he hovered over me kissing down my neck.
His hand gripped my shorts and slipped them off. "I love you," he whispered. He kissed me and touched me softly. I moaned softly as I wrapped my arms around the back of his neck.
He slipped off his sweats. I felt his member on my stomach. He grabbed it and entered me making me wince. "E-Ethan," I moaned softly. I cupped his face and kissed him. "I love you," I said as I pulled away.
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I tried again. "Positive," I tried it again.
"Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god!" I screamed in excitement as I held the pregnancy test in my hand. I had three more and they all said positive.
"Babe, what's wrong?! Are you okay?!"
I turned around in tears. "Ethan," I handed him the pregnancy test. "I feel like I'm gonna faint," I said in tears. He grabbed me and squeezed me. "I fuckin' love you, Y/n," he said breathlessly.
He was in panic mode but excited all in one. It finally happened. "I can't believe I'm gonna be a dad," he whispered. "I love you more than anything, but not more than our baby,"
He laughed and kissed me.
I don't know if I ever did something like this with Ethan. I remember doing one, but of Grayson.
