wanting: angst, celebrity!grayson, au, and it's just sad. ———
8:01 pm ~ Friday
What's up with him lately? He's been on his phone since yesterday afternoon. Every conversation we have he doesn't show much interest in. When I tried taking his phone this morning he got angry.
So, here we are getting something to eat at Taco Bell. Now, I could have just came by myself if I wanted silence the whole time.
"So, what did you and Ethan film today?" I asked and he looked up from his phone.
"We just filmed another fun video. What about you? What did you do while I was gone." He took a sip from his drink. We're just waiting on our food.
"I cleaned the apartment a little. Also, I bought some cake mix because Ethan asked me if I wanted to film with you two next week." He nods and hums.
"Sounds like a plan to me." I smile at him and it soon drops when his phone buzzed and he goes to respond to whomever he's messaging.
I don't ask. I never do because I know Grayson is a busy guy. With his filming and editing. Also having to plan talk shows with his brother and manager. So, I don't ask.
"Order for Y/n!" The cashier shouted. "I'll get it." I said, immediately getting up. I went up to the front and got our food. I looked back and Grayson was gone.
I was just gone for a minute how did he disappear. I went and placed the food on our table. I looked around and also looked where the soda machine is.
I was waiting for a couple minutes to see if he went to the restroom. I looked out the window and he's on the phone.
I let out a soft sigh and licked my lips. I went to the front again and asked for a bag. It's better to go home and do this than be here and have him answer calls from his manager.
I went outside and stood beside him. "O-Okay. Yeah, don't worry about it alright? Just take it easy and don't do anything stupid." Now that doesn't sound like he's talking to his manager.
"Hey, what's going on?" I asked softly. He didn't answer me he was just listening to whatever the person on the other line was saying.
"Fuck, okay. Just relax a bit. I'll call you back." He hangs up and pulls out his keys. He looked down at the bag. "Good. Let's go home."
"What's happening?" I asked.
"Just a friend. He's having a bit of a problem." He says, not even looking at me. "We can eat at home." He says.
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1:30 ~ Saturday
"Where the hell did you go." I asked
He looked down and we stayed in silence for about a minute. I woke up to get something to drink. I realized the bed was empty, but I didn't think much.
I assumed Gray was in his editing room working on this weeks video to post, but when I checked his computer was off and the only light was the purple LED lights.
"My ex." He looked down as he scratched the back of his neck. I felt crushed. My heart hurt that I actually took a deep breath.
"W-What?" I asked. It was more for confirmation.
"She was crying because her boyfriend broke up with her and well.. "
"And you think that gives you the chance to leave me and go to her!" I shouted. I didn't even know what to think. "Grayson, what for? I mean-"
"Y/n, I want her back." Those words pierced my heart. My vision got blurry as tears filled my eyes.
"What? What the fuck you left me so you can go see if you get a chance with your ex!" My chest hurt. I sat down at the foot of the bed and dropped my head in my hands.
"Y/n, i'm so sorry-" I felt his hand on my shoulder. I shrugged it off and stood up. "I didn't mean for this to happen-"
"Fuck you." I spat.
He paused and licked his lips. His gaze dropped and nodded like if he understood. Tears rolled down, but I didn't sob. "If you just wanted something to hold you until she was free you could've just hooked up with people." I pushed past him and grabbed my backpack.
I don't really have a suitcase. I sold that when Grayson asked me to move in with him. We've been dating for a year and a half. Well, it was gonna be two years next month, but I still tell people we've been dating for a year and a half.
"Don't leave, Y/n."
"You really have the nerve to tell me not to leave? The balls on you, Dolan." I sniffled and wiped my tear. I opened my drawer and dumped what I could of my clothing. From underwear/bras to jeans and shirts. Some pj's and then I went into the bathroom to get my toothbrush and hair brush.
"You have nowhere to go, Y/n."
"Right!" I shout and drop everything. "I have nowhere, Grayson! You're all I have and you're just dumping me because your last girlfriend finally got over that jackass boyfriend of hers! You're all you said you weren't, Gray. I hate you. I hate you for letting me fall for you knowing damn well what you planned." Tears rolled down and I can see the shattered heart through his eyes.
Tears formed in his eyes just watching me break down. "I really thought you were different. This really proves something. Even the celebrities can be real dicks." I picked up my backpack and zipped it up.
I went for my shoes and he grabbed my arm. "No, let go. You're not gonna beg me to stay after what you said."
"You can't leave just like that. Stay here, let's talk."
"No. I don't want to talk to you." I pushed him and grabbed my shoes.
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these foos are crazy man. lmaoo (i love these guys so chill for those who like kpop)
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