Shawn Mendes Imagines

Not An Imagine

So tonight In My Blood came out the only thing I could do while listening to it was smile. His voice is so pure and it brings me happiness. I don't think i've ever related to a song so much as I do to this one, sure there are other songs out there with strong messages and other things like that but this one really hit me especially close to home. I suffer from social anxiety and it sucks.

Every single lyric in this song made me happy and sad at the same time sad that I have sat in my bathroom on the floor and cried for hours about how life is hard for me right now and then not feeling anything afterwards. I get insanely insecure most of the time and things do get overwhelming.

The song also makes me happy because of the lyrics sometimes I feel like giving but I just can't, it isn't in my blood. Yeah sometimes I feel like giving up and not trying to do anything ever again, but then I think about how boring my life would be.

So I guess all I want to do is thank Shawn for making such a beautiful song. It's going to be one of my favourites for a long time to come and i'm so happy that he made this song.

xoxo