Shawn Mendes Imagines

Memories pt2

Walking up to Shawn's front door was nerve wrecking as hell. These last few nights had been so long and lonely. Taking in a deep breathe I lifted my hand to knock on the door.

Stepping back a little I waited. Hearing his steps get closer and closer to the door I grew more anxious by the minute.

"Hello" he said without looking who it was.

"Y/N?" he asked.

"uh yeah, I uh, I had to tell you something but uh, i'll just leave" I said.

Turning to walk away Shawn grabbed my arm and pulled me back. Turning to face him I looked into his eyes and it looked like he hadn't slept in a while.

"do you want to come in?" he asked.

"sure"

Following him inside I sat on the couch next to him. We just sat in silence for a few minutes until he spoke up.

"I'm so sorry about last week, I just was so upset already that day and seeing that text didn't help. I took my anger and frustration out on you and I shouldn't have. I don't want you to forgive me right away because I don't deserve that. But i'm truly sorry and I know I messed up." he smiled sadly.

I wanted more than anything just to wrap my arms around him, and have him pull me closer to him while running his hand through my hair.

"I just wish you would have trusted me when I told you it was just a friend from school. I know I shouldn't have sent him all those emojis but it just happened. I got caught up in the moment" I said.

I was trying so hard not to cry now.

"Can we try this again?" he asked.

"I'd love to!" I smiled.

"alright!"

Shawn pulled me into him and I could feel his head lean on top of mine. I missed being captured in his strong protecting arms. He was my safe place and he made me ridiculously happy.

"I don't even want to be away from you ever again" I said.

"me either" he said while kissing the top of my head.