Shawn Mendes Imagines

Loss

Y/N's P.O.V

Sitting on my bed with my phone in my hands I just stared at it. Willing the tears not to fall but they did anyway. Wiping them away with my sleeve I looked up and saw Shawn standing in my doorway.

"babe what happened?" he asked.

His voice laced with concern.

"uh my mom called my (insert person/thing/whatever here) passed away this morning" I sniffed.

"i'm so sorry Y/N" he said coming over to me and wrapping his arms around me.

I just leaned into his embrace and let my tears flow freely.

"I have something that will take your mind off this!" he smiled pulling back.

Picking me up he took me downstairs onto the couch and set me down. Leaving for a second he came back with a million pillows and blankets.

"where did you get all those?" I laughed a little.

"oh you'd be surprised where I found blankets in this house Y/N!" Shawn laughed.

Setting all the things on the floor he looked at me very seriously.

"If we're going to take your mind off this we need to make a fort!"

I narrowed my eyes at him.

"seriously?" I asked.

"yes seriously!" he laughed.

"fine!" I sighed.

Getting off the couch I got up and went to help Shawn make the fort. In the middle of building our super amazing fort my phone starting ringing again. Running to see who it was, it was my mom again.

"Hello" I said.

"Y/N, i'm just calling to let you know that the funeral will probably be sometime next week so please be prepared to fly back home"

"okay thanks for letting me know mom" I sucked in a breath to stop myself from crying again.

It didn't help. I ended the call with my mom and started crying again. Shawn stopped what he was doing and came over to hug me again. I was crying all over his shirt and making a disgusting mess but i'm sure he didn't care.

"I don't understand Shawn"

"what?" he asked.

"I don't understand how someone can be here one day and gone the next and you never see them again and you don't know where they go and it just freaks me out." I cried.

"shhh don't think about that stuff babe your just going to freak yourself out" he said running his fingers through my hair.

"it's kinda hard not to"

"I know" he said.

We stayed hugging each other for quite a while just swaying gently back and forth. I was very grateful to have Shawn in moments like this.

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So this was going better in my head and then I started writing and just ehhhhhhh