Shawn Mendes Imagines

Anxiety

Shawn's P.O.V

Sitting on my tour bus I was just resting on the bed in the back before we were off to the next city. Seeing my phone light up I saw the photo of Y/N and me pop up. Picking it up I answered.

"Hey babe" I smiled.

"Shawn I-I-I need you" she choked out.

"what's wrong Y/N?" I said concern clear in my voice.

"I don't know" she cried.

"okay just stay where you are i'll figure something out. I love you" I said.

After that I hung up and ran off my bus trying to find Andrew. Hearing the few fans start screaming outside I just waved at them and went into the arena.
Finally finding Andrew I ran up to him.

"Andrew I need to leave. Right now" I said.

"Where would you be going?" he asked.

"to see Y/N. She needs me" I sighed running my hands down my face.

"okay you can go but you have to promise me you'll be in Los Angeles by tomorrow. Okay?" he said.

"yeah of course. I'll meet you there, thanks Andrew" I said while running back down the hallway.

Making it back outside I found one of my security guards and got them to get in the car to drive me to the airport. Leaving all my things on the bus except for a hoodie and my phone I got in the car and waited to leave.

Y/N's P.O.V

After I came home from school I just sat on the floor in me and Shawn's room and broke down crying. I let my thoughts get the better of me and I couldn't stop crying. Backing myself into one of the corners of the room I just sat on the floor and cried.

Finally being able to stop crying for a few minutes I picked up my phone and called Shawn.

"Hey babe" he said.

"Shawn I-I-I need you" I choked out.

"what's wrong Y/N?" he said concern clear in his voice.

"I don't know" I cried.

"okay just stay where you are i'll figure something out. I love you" he said.

Okay I said after I hung up. Tossing my phone to the side I got up and grabbed a blanket off our bed and wrapped myself in it. Sliding down the wall again I huddled myself up in the corner.

Just sitting there I started overthinking everything again. All I wanted to do was just sit with Shawn it sucked because he was in California and here I was in Toronto. Far far away from each other. Eventually I fell asleep and was woken up by someone picking me up. Opening my eyes I looked up and saw Shawn.

"Shawn?" I asked clearly confused.

"yeah?" he laughed.

"what are you doing here?"

"you sounded stressed on the phone I needed to come and make sure you were okay." he said setting me on the bed.

"oh" I smiled.

"are you okay?" he said lying next to me.

"I think i'm just over stressed because I started overthinking and had a mild anxiety attack. No biggie!" I laughed to try and brush it off.

"I'm so sorry I wasn't here my love. You shouldn't have had to go through that alone. I love you so much and i'm sorry you felt like that" he said while hugging me.

"it's okay" I said.

"not really. I feel awful Y/N"

"please don't Shawn. It's honestly all good. It isn't like this is the first time it's happened" I smiled.

"this has happened before?"

"yeah but only when I was younger. I thought I was over it but guess not"

"Awe come here"

Leaning my head on his chest he ran his fingers up and down my back until I fell asleep again.

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Well this isn't good. But!!! This is what I do when I have mild anxiety attacks I just sit in my room in the corner on the floor and wrap myself in blankets and cry 🙄