You sat in the corner of the dance practice room, watching the boys prepare for their upcoming tour. Your heart ached every time you saw Yoongi, but he was acting as if life hadn't ever included you in.
You had temporarily moved in with Jimin. Most, if not all, your belongings still in Yoongi's and your house. This 'space' that you believed would help you both went from what you were hoping would be at least a few days to nearly a month.
"Y/N?" Jin called out, the music coming to an end. "Are you okay? You're crying." You lifted a hand to your face and sure enough it was wet.
"I-I just need to get some fresh air. Sorry." You mumbled quietly, standing and walking out the practice room and down the hallway a little bit. You rested your head against the wall so nobody else could see you cry.
Why did it seem to affect you so much more than it affected him? He was acting as if you two were never a thing-
"Y/N?" A voice startled you. A voice that brought back memories of nights where you became the protective one. Nights where you held him close whilst he tried to sleep. Times where he was crying over stressing out and not feeling good enough-
You hurriedly wiped away your tears, lifting your head from the wall and you turned to Yoongi, his own eyes starting to water.
"What do you want Yoongi?" You barely manages a whisper, your voice cracking.
"I'm so sorry." His voice wobbled before the tears spilt again and his automatic reaction was to look down. "I should have let you explain and not have let my anger overtake me."
"Yoo-"
"No. Hear me out. I don't deserve you, I don't deserve how you've waited for me to apologise. How you've managed to turn up here every day and deal with the pain of seeing me. I could have prevented you from being hurt by being rational and then apologising sooner- but I didn't."
You noticed some people heading towards you both, possibly to get from one point to another - but you knew Yoongi wasn't a fan of crying, never mind crying in front of others so you did what was natural for you to have done back when you two weren't stuck in a predicament like this.
You brought him into a hug, his head meeting the crook of your neck as you head him close.
"Yoongi..." you whispered quietly, his body shaking ever so slightly with his silent cries. "I forgive you."
And with those words his arms wrapped around you instead of loosely dangling by his sides and he lifted his head. His eyes were red and puffy, but it didn't matter.
He gingerly brushed his lips against yours.
"I love you." He whispered softly.
"I love you too."
In the distance you heard Jimin cheering. Yoongi chuckled very quietly before pulling you as close as possible trying to make up for all the sleepless nights and empty mornings when you weren't around in the short amount of time. You smiled, your head falling to his shoulder as you took in his warmth that you had missed so much.
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