It was Monday and I was not feeling like go today but my parents want me to have a education so I have to go but it was 5:00 in the morning so I got me some more sleep
Jasmine: Ok get up u Jay
Me: Nooo! Leave me alone
Jasmine: Come on I bought u some McDonald's
Me: Did u get my ice cream
Jasmine: Umm duh!
Me: I'm coming...in 2 hours
Jasmine: Do u want me to drag u out of bed cuz I will
Me: U wouldn't
She really did meant it she really dragged me out of bed and I was so messy evenmy hair was a mess too
Me: Why are u even here and where is Makayla and Kimi
Jasmine: There already at school they were just wondering where u were that's why u have to get ready so come on
Me: Fine
I decided to go take a shower and then fix my hair and then put on my outfit
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Me: Ok I'm ready let's go
Jasmine: Ok ur driving
We the house and I was just gloomy and stressed out and I didn't wanna be cuz of reason and one reason in particular
Jasmine: Ok we're here
Me: * sarcastic * Yea school
Jasmine: Ok...u can't just be angry at LaMelo for that long
Me: Oh I can't...then watch me
I got out of the car and school didn't start yet so we could go to the lunchroom to get breakfast and I seen the squad sitting a our usual table
Lonzo: Hey u ok
Me: Yea I'm just stressed and tired that's all
Gelo: We didn't talk to LaMelo at all
Me: I can see that but u guys didn't have to do that for me he ur brother
Gelo: Just because he's our brother u are our sister
Me: Thanks guys
Makayla: Where is he anyway
Eli: Who else can he hangout with
Ashley !!!
I at this point I really didn't care he can date whoever he can date
Kemissa: Are u gonna visit him today... Noah ?
Me: Of course u guys can come too so I won't be alone
Makayla: Of course
I smiled at everyone and I looked at Ashley and LaMelo all happy and act liked nothing even happened
Me: Umm...I'll be back I have to use the bathroom
I went to the bathroom and I just started crying my eyes out and then the next thing was when I was angry or sad that I would cut myself nobody knows I do this not even my parents and it felt like nothing never left me
* School bell *
It was finally first period and was not happy...Noah plz help me with today
* After school *
School was finally over and then we all went to the meadow
Jasmine: Wow this place is beautiful
Me: I know right that's what I love about this place
Lonzo: It's quiet
Help: Peaceful
Me: Exactly...but let me hurry up and write this letter and then we can leave
Noah I've been a total wreck since yesterday and I don't how to deal with it but the only way I did was...cutting myself and I know that's not the right thing to do but that's the only thing that calmed me down and I just know u aren't happy with me doing that but I just wanna Kno something
Will this be like this forever
Then I just started crying again and I was behind pulled into a group hug and I know that there people will always take care of me but...I need to take care of myself
Jasmine: I don't feel like crying right now but...I know cutting is not gonna help u
Me: I know I just need to know that u guys will always be there for me
Makayla: Promise
Kemissa: We all promise
We were still hugging until I fell asleep and then they carried me home
* At home *
I woke and it was dark and the lights were paid in this house and I decided ~ how this world would feel if I wasn't here with a Jordan ~
Cuz this place is like a paper town anyway right so that means u have to leave clues so let's this paper town begin
Hello Beautiful Readers 💜
What did u think of this chapter
What does she mean by ~ this city is a paper town ~
