Book 5: Can I Have This Dance

Episode 28: Sacrifice

(J-Hope's POV)

Susundan ko sana si Necy pero tumunog ang phone ko at si Manager ang tumatawag.

"Hyung?," agad kong tanong nang masagot ang tawag niya.

"You need to come here in BHDS Hope. Mr. Kim wants to talk to you," sagot niya.

"Ok hyung. Papunta na ako," sagot ko na lang at dumiretso sa kotse.
I just need to fix my mistake Necy and after this I will see you again and tell you what I really feel for you.

"Pumasok ka na Hope," sabi naman sa akin ni Manager nang makarating ako sa labas nang office ni Mr. Kim. Pumasok nga ako at nagbow sa kanya.

"You may sit Hoseok," sabi niya kaya umupo ako sa katabing sofa niya.

"Is it true na nagtuturo ka outside BHDS?," agad niyang tanong sa akin.

"Yes Sir," agad ko namang sagot.

"Alam mo ba ang pwedeng mangyari sayo dahil sa ginawa mo?," pagalit naman niyang tanong.

"Yes Sir and I am willing to accept any punishment for my mistake," sagot ko naman habang nakayuko.

"Sinong tinuruan mo?," tanong naman niya kaya napaangat ako nang ulo.

"Wala po siyang alam tungkol dito. Hindi po ako nagpakilala habang tinuturuan ko siya at desisyon ko po na turuan siya. She doesn't know anything about this Sir," sagot ko naman at yumuko ulit.

"Why did you break my rule Hoseok?"

"I am really sorry Sir. I just want her to pursue what she loves. She really wants to learn cause dancing is her dream and to be a trainee of BHDS is her goal that is why I decided to train her secretly. I am aware about the rule Sir but I am willing to break it just to make her dream come true."

"Even if it can affect you and your co-members?," sabi niya kaya nagulat ako.

"Wala pong kinalaman dito ang mga kamembers ko. Wala rin po silang alam kahit si Manager, wala pong alam. Mag isa ko pong ginawa to kaya ako lang po ang dapat parusahan ninyo."

"Sam told me na kasama sa nag audition kanina ang tinuruan mo. Is she the girl who stop dancing and left the stage?"

"Yes Sir. She just know everything that time kaya po siya umalis."

"She is good and I think you really teach her well but because you break my rule Hoseok, I still need to punish you and you know that this punishment is really a huge one."

"I know Sir and I am willing to accept it."

"You are no longer a trainor in BHDS and you are also suspended to be in here. I will provide a new training place for the group and you should only be in your dorm cause you are not allowed to go outside. Lastly you are ban to accept any solo projects for six months," yan ang iniisip ko habang nagdadrive pabalik nang dorm. I remember every moment na nakasama ko ang mga trainees. Masaya silang kasama at masaya ako kapag tinuturuan ko sila.

"Hyung, kumusta? What happened? Anong sabi ni Mr. Kim?," agad na salubong sa akin ni Jimin.

Lumapit naman sa akin si Manager.

"Guys, our training place is no longer in BHDS and J-Hope is no longer a trainor, he is also banned to go there unless Mr. Kim allows him. He will going to stay here for six months and not allowed to go outside," sabi ni Manager sa kanila.

"What?," sabay sabay naman nilang sabi kaya napatawa ako.

"Anong tinatawa tawa mo jan Hoseok? What will happen to you now? Alam namin na isa sa gusto mong gawin ay ang magturo and you really love it but because of her nangyari sa yo to," sabi naman ni Leader. I know na nag aalala sila sa akin.

"I know naaapektuhan kayo sa nangyari and I know nasasaktan din kayo para sa akin pero walang kasalanan si Necy dito Leader. Pinili kong turuan siya and I have no regrets in doing that. I am sorry if I made this kind of mistake but I want all of you to know na masaya ako sa naging desisyon ko," sabi ko naman sa kanila. Nilapitan naman ako ni Jin at niyakap.

"Don't worry Hope, we will always be here to support and cheer for you," sabi naman niya nang kumalas.

"I am sorry Hope," sabi naman ni Leader at niyakap ako.

"Group hug," bigla namang sigaw ni V kaya nagsilapitan sila asa akin at nagyakapan kami lahat. Sinali na din namin si Manager.

(Necyval's POV)

After a week.....

Tumunog ang phone ko yet uknown number ang tumatawag. Sinagot ko na rin in case its important.

"Hello."

"Hello Maam. I am looking for Miss Necyval Puerto," tanong naman agad nung caller.

"Speaking."

"I am Michelle Kim from Big Hit Dance Studio management Maam. Our supervisor assigned me to call you just to inform you that you are now qualified to be a trainee in our company cause you passed the audition. We already released the list of names two days ago for the passers of the audition yet our supervisor just get this information from our president today so I personally call you. You can go directly here this coming saturday to start your day as a trainee. Congratulations Maam and thank you. Hope to see you this saturday. Bye," sabi niya at binaba na ang tawag. Di naman agad ako nakagalaw. Teka joke ba yun? Ako nakapasa? Paano nangyari yun eh hindi ko nga natapos ang performance ko? Tumunog naman ulit ang phone and this time may name na ang tumatawag. Di ko naman sinagot at hinayaan ko lang hanggang tumigil na sa pagring. Nagbeep naman kaya binasa ko ang nagmessage.

"I know you still don't want to talk to me but I just want to say sorry again for everything. I know its not easy to forgive me but I hope someday you can. I think alam mo na na nakapasa ka and sana igrab mo yun cause I know its your dream. Don't worry, you will never see me there, si Jimin at Kookie lang makikita mo dun. I hope you really grab this Necy and hopefully in the future, I will see you in the same stage dancing for your dreams. Take care always Necy," basa ko sa text niya at di ko namalayang umiiyak na din pala ako.