Why Don't We bxb oneshots

✨Fear~Donah✨

*inspired by the song in the media, actual song starts around 1:30ish if you want to skip ahead :)*

Ship(s): Donah (Daniel and Jonah)

Prompt: everyday Daniel walks the halls with his head down low, a hundred thoughts running through his mind and 99 of them are about a guy named Jonah that he is so deeply in love with

Famous or nah: nah

-Daniel's POV-

I looked at my shoes as I walked down the hall. There was ten minutes before class starts. I didn't want to go into my first class early, afraid that someone would try to talk to me.

I hate people. You can't trust them. They say they want to be your friend but end up back stabbing you once they find someone better. Someone who is worth their time. They feed you lies then break the truth once you tell them your whole life story. Friend has the word end in it. Because eventually, all friendships die. And you replace them with new ones. That's just how it goes.

So I don't deal with them. I'd rather be on my own where I know that I won't back stab myself. Sometimes being alone is better, that way no one can hurt you.

My heart beat sped up once I heard his voice. The voice of Jonah's. Jonah is my crush and has been for about two years now. I love him. But I would never tell him that. Love is like a gun that can kill you when held by the wrong person. I don't believe in happily ever after. No one gets a happily ever after. Because we all die at some point. And not all at the same time. So one of the partners will deal with the the sorrow and the pain.

Everyday I walk these halls with my head low, not making eye contact with anyone, not talking to anyone. I ignore everyone. No matter how hard they try to be friends with me.

One day, I hope to get over this. I want to be able to talk to people, to be able to communicate with others. But I saw my mom take her own life because of stupid ass people.

Her best friend since kindergarten got knocked up by the person my momma loved. Her husband other wise known as dad to me. My dad promised her to never hurt her, never stop loving her, and never leave her. But guess what? He broke those three things he made my mom believe in just one night.

My momma couldn't handle the pain of being betrayed that she had to end her life. Just to get rid of the damn pain away. I never want to be like that. Even if it costs my happy ending that supposedly everyone gets 🙄. People want you to believe in that bullshit just to get hurt. Just to see you suffer like they did. But I'm not a dumbass. I know no one gets the happy ending they want or deserve. My mom was the best person to ever walk on the Earth besides God and look how her life ended.

Fear is the thing holding me back from talking to Jonah. I want to talk to him. I want to call him mine. But that fear of being in pain. Emotional pain is holding me back. I witnessed my mom cry herself to sleep over some dumb people who didn't deserve her tears.

I want to hold someone when going to sleep or have someone hold me. I want to open up to people. I really do. I want to tell people my insecurities so they could fix them for me. But I can't. The fear of being in emotional pain is to strong for me.

I would do anything to not be like this. To be able to have friends and not think so negative of them. To love someone without doubting them. But I can't.

I wish someone could save me from me. Because the one thing that overpowers my fear is me. And not in a positive way but rather in a negative way.

I sighed once again as I passed Jonah but continued my walk, not daring to look at him. But I knew he was going to be on my mind just like he always is.

-third person POV-

Daniel walked passed Jonah, not giving him a glance while Jonah would do anything to have Daniel's blue eyes look at him.

Jonah loved Daniel ever since his eyes landed on him. Way back four years ago. For Jonah, it was love at first sight. He absolutely adored everything about Daniel. But Never has the courage to go up to talk him. And that courage was hard to get, especially when he saw everyone being rejected by Daniel as they tried to talk to him.

He wanted to be there for Daniel cause he knew something was wrong with Daniel. He knew Daniel was broke and he wanted to be the one to fix him. But something was holding him back. The same thing that was holding Daniel back.

Fear

Jonah feared rejection. He absolutely hated it with a passion. It was unhealthy because he overworked himself in order to never get rejected by anything. He did everything he could and more to make sure he never got rejected.

His dream was to one day tell Daniel how he truly felt. To one day call Daniel his. To one day live with Daniel as they got married and even start their own life. To one day get their own happy ending.

And there was no way Jonah could overcome his fear.

So I guess you could say the saying it's true.

"Fear kills more dreams then failure does."

Because two people so madly in love with one another couldn't get their dream. Because of one thing. Something so simple yet so hard to overcome.

Fear

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So this one shot was inspired by the song in the media. I was listening to the song for the first time and idk. I just visioned this one shot so yea. I hope you liked it.

It was kinda different from what I usually do. I still hope u liked it doe.

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