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✨I'm Just Not Ready~Jachary✨

Ship(s): Jachary (Zach and jack)

Prompt: Jack is ready to come but Zach isn't.

Famous or nah: famous

-Jack's POV-

I stared ahead at the wall, my mind wondering all over the place. Specifically on my boyfriend Zach. I wanted us to come out, but he wasn't ready. And I was ok with that... a year ago. We've been dating for two years. Just a month after the band was created. But now, it was starting to bother me. Was I not good enough for him? Was he ashamed of being with me?

No matter how many times he told me that those thoughts were completely wrong, I still couldn't help but wonder. My heart was in pain. And I didn't know how much longer I could keep waiting for. I don't want us to always hide our love.

I was in the back of the tour bus, the others all in the front, laughing and telling jokes. But I wasn't in the mood. The past month, it's all I've been thinking about it. After we passed our second year mark and when I asked him if he was ready. Of course he said no. It's affected my mood and the boys have noticed. But I couldn't tell. Especially not Zach. He would get angry again. I didn't want to make him angry. I love him. I'll have to keep the pain hidden until he's ready.

"Baby? Are you alright?" Zach asked as he walked in the back room, closing the sliding door for privacy. Not that we got much. But it was better then none. The guys and our families knew, but not the outside people.

"I'm fine," I said and stood up, heading towards the door to leave and go with the others. I couldn't stay with Zach. I might just reveal everything on my mind.

"No you're not. Tell me what's going on," He gritted his teeth.

"Everything is fine," I seethed back.

"Jack, seriously! What's going on??" He yelled as my anger shot through my curls.

"WHY DON'T YOU WANNA COME OUT?!" I exploded, not giving a fuck if the others heard which they probably did.

"THIS AGAIN?!" He seethed.

"YES THIS AGAIN! I'M TIRED OF HIDING! WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!?" I yelled, running a hand through my curls from frustration.

"AND WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I JUST NEED TIME?!" He yelled back.

"I DO! AND I HAVE GIVEN YOU TIME. A YEAR NOW!" I exploded.

"I'm tired Zach. I want to go out and show the world your mine. I hate that we have to hide. Why can't I just Tell the world that you're mine?" I softly spoke.

"This last month, it's all I've been thinking of. Am I not good enough? Am I ugly? Am I not worthy? Are you ashamed to be with me?" I said, my voice cracking as tears filled my eyes.

"Jack, that's completely false. You are more then worthy and more then good enough for me. You're the most beautiful human being I have ever laid my eyes on. I am and would never be ashamed to be you. I'm honored to be with you. I swear I just need time." He said again, my anger wanting to come out again.

"I don't get it Zach. I've come out! Why can't you do the same?" I sort of yelled.

"It was easy for you! It's not easy for me!" He yelled.

"It was not easy for me! I was scared and nervous but I knew you had my back and were there for me! Along with my family and our bandmates! Why isn't that enough for you?!" I yelled at him, throwing my hands up in the air.

"I just need more time jack," He yelled back and that was it for me.

"I'm done waiting Zach," he said as he immediately looked up.