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Ship(s): zonah (Zach and Jonah)
Prompt: Zach is madly in love with Jonah but he has to leave him for a while in order to protect his heart while Jonah figures out what he really wants
Famous or nah: nah
-Zach's POV-
"I'm done with your bullshit Zach," Jonah yelled then slammed the door shut as he left again.
It's alright. Don't feel bad. This happens all the time. And I'm done with it. This is the last time he's gonna do this.
I went up to our room and started packing my stuff as tears left my eyes. But I knew it was for the best. Once all my stuff was packed, I grabbed my laptop and bought a ticket back to my family. Where I belong right now. My flight was in three hours. Perfect. Jonah should be here by that time. He always stays out for an hour and half. Giving me enough time to talk to him as well as getting an under to take me to the airport.
- 1 hour and 30 minutes later-
I placed my two suitcases on beside the door just as the doorbell went off causing me to jump at the sudden noise. In the hour and thirty minutes, I showered, got the most important things I wanted to take, and packed my carry on.
I unlocked the door and put my hand on the door handle, I paused, took a deep breath, turned the doorknob, and opened the door.
"Zach, baby," rushed Jonah as soon as he stepped in the house.
"Jonah," I yelled making him stop his rambling.
"Yea?" He asked me.
"Wait, why is there two suitcases?" He asked me while pointing to the suitcases that were placed by the door. He just now noticed them.
"I'm leaving," I tore off the bandaid.
"What?" He whispered as tears filled his eyes making me close my eyes.
"Zach, baby, I love you. I know I get so bipolar sometimes but I really love you," he exclaimed.
"Jonah if you really loved me, you wouldn't go out cheating on me every damn time! I'm sick of being the perfect boyfriend. I forgive you each fucking time Jonah. And I can't anymore. At least not now. I time for myself. And you do to," I explained to him, hoping he understood.
"Will you be back?" He asked me.
"As of right now, I'm not sure Jonah. All I know is that you need to figure out if you really want me. Cause I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this." I said to Jonah as I sighed.
"But Zach, I know what I want. It's you!" He reasoned with me.
"If you did Jonah, you wouldn't yell hurtful words to me then leave me a sobbing mess while you go out and get laid," I told him as tears welled up in my eyes.
"There is nights where I questioned if I was even good enough for you. And I don't want to start questioning my worth again. It took me years to become confident in myself and know my self worth. And I am not gonna let some boy of mine destroy it," I explained to him.
"I understand." Jonah said as his voice cracked.
"Hopefully I'll see you one day Jonah," I said as I pulled him in for a hug.
We stayed there in each other embrace as we cried on another's shoulder.
It was sad for the both of us. We had a plan for our future, we made plans with one another, that involved each other in our future, but now that plan is slowly fading away. And that was the scariest part because my future with Jonah was everything I knew. And now that's all disappearing in a matter of seconds.
"I gotta go," I whispered into his ear.
"I get it," He whispered while pulling away.
I nodded and wiped away my tears as I headed for my suitcases. I took my house key and gave it to Jonah as his jaw clenched.
I grabbed my suitcases and stood outside the door as Jonah stood at the doorway.
"Goodbye...for now," I told Jonah as I headed towards my car, tears falling down my cheeks as I cried, watching my future with Jonah disappear completely.
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