*grab your tissues bitch! In for a good ass cry tbh*
Ship(s): zorbyn (Corbyn and Zach)
Prompt: Zach is at Corbyn's grave, saying how much he misses him and that he will see him soon
Famous or nah: famous
-Zach's POV-
I held the white roses in my shaky hand, my breaths coming out heavy and fast. I was visiting Corbyn's grave. It's been a year. A whole year without the love of my life, a whole year without seeing his beautiful blue eyes, a year not having him beside me, not waking up beside him, not hearing his constant ramble about space, but most hurtful, a whole year not giving him love or receiving love. A constant year of breakdowns, crying, stressing, and so much more.
I walked down the path that would lead me to his gravestone. I hadn't been here since we laid him down to rest forever. I had moved back Texas as his grave stayed here in California. He had only been 38 when he passed. He died due to natural reasons. But I never thought it would be so quick. His heart was strong but not strong enough.
His funeral caused all of our bandmates to have a reunion. It had been over fifteen years since I had seen Jacky, Jobear, or Dani. A horrible way to reunite. And it didn't feel right. We were burying our band mate, our best friend, my lover, and their brother.
The sky was grey with rain coming down. The sky knew what today was. So we cried together. The world was grey today. Knowing a legend had died. I didn't go on social media, knowing so many hearts were broken today. They were remembering that they were broken.
Finally, I made it to his grave. Tears ran down my pink cheeks.
"Hi Corbyn," I whispered, my voice cracking. "I'm sorry I've only come now." I whispered.
I sat cris cross across the gravestone.
"I brought you your favorite flowers. White roses because red roses are to basic," I said, chuckling at the end.
"It's been a year my love. Everyday I miss you more and more. I'm broken and lost without you. Our kids can't make it today. It still hurts them deeply. But they've visited you before. Whereas I couldn't. It hurt to much. So I hoped on a plane to make sure I came today." I said, tracing his name on the gravestone.
"My heart nor life hasn't been the same since you've left. A piece of me is missing. A piece I can't have back." I said, tears falling down my cheeks faster now.
"I hope you're ok my love," I said, looking up at the grey clouds. Rain hitting my eyes. It hurt but would never hurt as much as my heart was hurting.
"I love you my sweet. I miss you so much." I sobbed out. I placed the white roses on his grave and put my head in my hands. My broken sobs could be heard over the hard rain. I was drenched but I didn't care. My heart was hurting so much.
"Please come back to me," I sobbed out. "Corbyn please," I whimpered. "The boys and I miss you. We reunited when we buried you," I said. "It wasn't the same. You weren't there. Our circle didn't feel right, our handshake didn't feel right. Our hearts didn't feel right," I sobbed out.
I turned around as three hands were placed on my shoulders and back.
"Can we join?" Asked Daniel, Jack, and Jonah as tears ran down their cheeks as well.
"Please," I sobbed out.
We all sat in a semi circle surrounding Corbyn's grave.
"We miss you bean," Jonah started off, his voice cracking. "I miss your facts about space, you're bitchy ness in the morning when you didn't get enough sleep, you're overprotective side when one of us got hurt." He chuckled. "Even with me. Even when I'm a year older." Jonah sobbed out.

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