My New Doctor

Chapter 12

Rachel's POV

'Mam I am not going!! I am 18 years old you can not force me to go okay?!" I screamed down from my bed at my mother who was screaming at me to get up and get ready for my appointment at the doctors
"C'mon sweetie, do we really have to go through all this again?" My mother said entering my room and sitting beside me on my bed "you know Harry isn't going to hurt you, he's your brother for god sake! You look up to him when he's at home! He's the same person love, he's just doing his job and you just so happen to be his patient!"
"I don't care, I know it's only Harry but I'm still not going, not now and not ever!" I said back sobbing because i know she's right, it's my big brother, the one boy I look up to for anything and everything and I can't even face him at work.
"You've got 5 minutes if you do not get up before then I'll arrange for you to see a different doctor and I'll drag you down there looking like that" she replied getting angry

I did get up and I went for a quick shower, by the time I got out my mother had made breakfast and so I quickly got dressed in a pair of dark acid wash jeans, a black and white spotted top and a small black cardi on top. I got downstairs and ate my breakfast while my mother went to get ready for work, she was going to stop me off on the way. I was just putting my white converse on as my mother shouted down that we should be leaving in 5 when my phone rang, I answered without looking at who it was while still trying to put my shoes on with one hand

R - "hello?"

H - "hey rach, you on your way yet love?"

R - "no not yet haz, why?"

H- "go to the shop on the way and grab me a big bottle of water and a pasty will you please?"

R- "I'll ask mam to but I wouldn't count on it with the mood she's in"

H- "tell her it's urgent, thanks love got to go, see you soon"

R- "bye"

"MAAAMM!" I shouted up the stairs after finally completing the task of putting my shoes on

"I'm coming" she said coming down the stairs

"Harry phoned, he wants a big bottle of water and a pasty on the way"

"Okay love, you ready?" I nodded in response "grab my keys and lets get off then"

Harry's POV

"Rach!" I said pulling my sister in for a hug "come in" I said pulling her into my office and taking my water and pasty off her "thanks chick, I'm starved"
She was just sat on the chair not looking at me

"How you feeling en?" I said trying to calm her down
"Harry, I can't do this I've got to go" she said standing up and making her way to the door. I stood up quickly and grabbed hold of her arm pulling her back and into a hug. "Hey, c'mon babe, none if these tears today, what you so worried about mun you silly sod? It's only me!" I said rubbing soothing circles on her back, she just continued to cry in my arms for a few minutes before she pulled away and sat back down wiping her tears.

Rachel's POV

I still don't know why it freaks me out so much but it just does, knowing it's only Harry does help tho because I'd trust Harry with my life and so it's not that I think he's going to hurt me purposely but I'm just scared!

"Shall we just start and get it over with then?" Harry asked putting his hand on my knee and looking directly at me.
"O-okay" I stuttered out getting increasingly nervous
"Calm down babe, just relax yeah?" I nodded to Harry trying to do as he says but failing miserably
I was shaking like a leaf and my palms were sweating but Harry just smiled and started anyway "I'm going to take your temperature a minute so just turn your head and I'll just put it in your ear okay?" Harry said sweetly, I didn't reply but did as he asked slowly
"Okay, blood pressures next so just take your jacket, cardi thing off for me" I giggled at his choice of words and slipped it off slowly. Harry put the cuff around my arm and told me to just leave my arm relaxed at my side, but I kept my hands balled in fists on my lap and Harry just sighed and said "rach, you've got to stop this love, you can't keep coming here in this state, I know your scared and I really do appreciate that but it's me, Harry! What do you think I'm going to do to you? There's no one else here jut the two of us and you trust me right?" I nodded, tears brimming in my eyes as Harry stroked my fists gently "then you have absolutely no reason to be so tense around me! Just relax" he said whispering at the end "deep breaths yeah?" I took his advice and started taking some deep breaths which started shaky at first but I got there in the end
"Now let's try again yeah? The cuff will inflate and go tight around your arm but just a stay relaxed and it won't take me long" Harry said taking my blood pressure. "Come over to the exam table love!" Harry told me but I really didn't want to so I just stayed sitting where I was and let the tears start to roll again!