‼️p.s I never had an encounter with people who suffer from anger issues, ✨so sorry✨ if may mali sa part ni Calvin about his anger issues and all. I did some research but ofc I don't really know if it's 100% accurate.
Anyways, if you're a person who suffers from it, imma send you sum virtual hugs! You're doing great bestie! That's all!
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-Calvins POV-
"I CANT BELIEVE YOU! Girls are not punching bag for Pete's sake! Ano pa bang kailangan naming gawin? Akala ko ba magiging okay kana, now that you're seeing a therapist, pero mukhang mas lumalala ka!" Nakayoko lang ako habang panay ang sigaw at sermon sakin ni daddy dito ngayon sa sala.
"Dont you know that you're giving us shame!? Ano nalang ngayon ang iisipin ng mga tao?!" Dagdag niya.
History repeat itself, right now. This is also what happened when Dawn left me for the first time. This is how he shouted at me. How he throw words at me. You know, I can't blame him. You wanna know why?
Because when Dawn left me back then, that's when I started to get miserable. I learned to smoke and drink, no one influenced me that, it was my choice— my own choice dahil sobrang wasak ako, yung puso ko.
The only thing that's in my head is, to get rid of the hurt thats inside me. Gusto kong kalimutan yung sakit kahit na pansamantala lang. So i did everything.
I became the headline in every newspaper that can be seen,
"the heir of the 'Ferrer group of companies' can be seen bar hopping every weekend."
the paparazzi income got higher and higher because of my pictures while partying plus 24/7 exposure from them. Most of the time, I would go home knocked out because of drunkenness but I didn't care. And that's where it all started..
Dad almost disown me dahil sa kagagohan ko. Kagagohang di ko sana magagawa sa buhay ko kung di lang ako sinaktan ni Dawn.
"Now tell me!" I came back from my reverie when I heard my dad shouted at malakas na hinampas ang lamesa na nasa unahan namin.
"Is it true? Yung narinig namin kay Kaye that you hurt Dawn?" Tanong ni dad sakin habang nanlaki ang mga mata dahil sa galit.
Hinay hinay naman akong tumango. What's the point of lying anyway?
"Putang*na!?" At gaya ng inaasahan ko, lumapit ito sakin at kwenelyohan.
"Hon! STOP!" Sigaw ni mommy nung akmang susuntokin sana ako ng sarili kong ama pero agad siyang napigilan ni mommy.
"I don't care if it's your anger issues cause that will never ever be an excuse to lay a finger on her! I already forgave you for what you've done!" He shouted at the top of his lungs referring to the time where I tried to ruin my life.
"And now this!? I'm warning you. If di ka magiging matino sa mga desisyon mo sa buhay. I will not hesitate to send you back to U.S." Pagbabala sakin ni daddy habang matalim pa ring nakatitig sakin.
"Tama na honey lets go, please" Pag agaw ni mommy saming atensyon at inalalayan si daddy na makatayo at nagsimulang maglakad papuntang 2nd floor.
Ilang segundo lamang ang dumaan, narinig kong merong naglakad palapit sakin.
"Uwi na kami Calvin." Inangat ko naman ang tingin ko at nakita sila Joshua na naglalakad na palabas ng bahay and disappoinment can be seen in there eyes because I know they heard everything.
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