[VANESSA'S POV]
I woke up to the feeling of warmth. I opened my eyes, and saw Madelaine asleep under me. I guess we fell asleep on the floor last night.
I was cuddled up on top of her with the blanket wrapped around us. At the moment I was straddling her. I look to the fire to see it has burnt out.I look back to Madelaine and stare at her features. The morning light lit up her face so beautifully. She looked so peaceful. Her hair was messily spread out onto the floor. A few tiny strands of it stuck to her face.
The sunrise through the windows lit up her features perfectly. She had a small smile placed on her face. She didn't have makeup on. She was just naturally beautiful. I smile at how gorgeous she is.
"Take a picture. It'll last longer." I hear a raspy voice say. I get out of my thoughts and realize it was Madelaine. Her eyes were now opened. They were such a beautiful color. They fit her face so perfectly.
I look away from her and grab my phone. I take a quick picture and look at it before putting my phone away. "You know I was joking, right?" She laughs. "Yeah. But then again it would last longer like you said. I can remember how you look right now forever." I smile. She lets out a small laugh and rolls her eyes.
She puts her hands on my waist as I am still straddling her. "How long have you been up?" Madelaine asks. "Um....I don't know. I don't think long though." I reply. "And have you done anything yet? Or have you just been staring at me sleep?" She asks while smiling her beautiful smile.
"Oh well um.....I-I g-guess not." I stutter embarrassed. I can feel heat rush up to my cheeks. Oh god please don't tell me I'm blushing. "Then how about we go get us some breakfast?" She offers starting to rub my stomach, "Are you hungry?" As if on cue my stomach growls loudly.
I hide my face in my hands from embarrassment. "I will take that as a yes." Madelaine laughs. She sits up rubbing her eyes and letting out a small groan. "You need to get up Nessa or we can't get breakfast." Madelaine says poking my side.
I get up and stretch out my hand for her to grab. She takes it and I help her get up. She gives me a small smile and walks past me to the bathroom. Her phone goes off signaling that she got a text message.
"Who's it from?" Madelaine yells from the bathroom. I get her phone from off the floor. I read the name across the screen. Travis. "Um....i-it's Travis." I respond. "Ooh what's it say?!" She asks excitedly. "Good morning baby." I say quietly. "What?" She asks coming out of the bathroom.
"Oh uh here," I say giving her the phone. "just read it. I'll go get ready." I say quickly walking away to the bathroom. After a few minutes of me getting ready Madelaine comes to the bathroom.
"Isn't he just the sweetest? He's always sending me cute good morning texts." She says while smiling down at her phone. "Then why isn't he the one here 24/7 instead of me?" I mumble under my breath. "What, Nessa?" Madelaine asks furrowing her eyebrows obviously confused. "Nothing." I say giving her a huge fake smile.
Why was I being so rude towards Travis? I've never acted this way about Travis. He's such a good guy, and here I am talking shit about him in front of his girlfriend. "Ugh!" I groan.
"Vanessa, are you okay? You don't seem yourself today." Madelaine asks worry written over her face. "I don't know anymore." I say letting out a long loud sigh. I might just be on my period. That's probably why I'm being so rude.
"We don't have to go get breakfast. We can stay in and watch a few movies. Maybe eat some snacks." Madelaine says from behind me while massaging my stomach. I lean into her loving the feeling of her warmth.
"That would be nice." I smile. "Okay. How about you go put on Netflix in my room, and I will go get the snacks." She whispers into my ear. I nod and leave to the room.
Her bed is still perfect since we fell asleep on the floor. I go to the tv and put on Netflix. I kind of want to watch a romantic movie. Knowing Madelaine if I'm not feeling well she will let me pick any movie I want. I decide on Irreplaceable You and get comfortable on the bed.
Moments later Madelaine comes into the room with my favorite snacks. She places them all on top of the bed. I give her a small smile. "There's one more thing." She says with a huge smile on her face.
I raise my eyebrow and she leaves the room and quickly comes back with two milkshakes. One chocolate. One strawberry.I let out a small laugh. "And as always they are vegan milkshakes." Madelaine says giving me the chocolate one. "Thank you." I say. "Anything for you." She says. "What are we watching?" She asks while trying to get comfortable next to me. "Irreplaceable You." I say starting the movie.
She sits against the headboard looking at the tv. The movie starts and the only thing I could think about was last night. I wasn't even focusing on the movie. The only thing I was focusing on was Madelaine.
I look at Madelaine and see that she has tears rolling down her cheeks. I quickly set my milkshake on the nightstand and scoot closer to her. I try and wipe away her tears but she shoves me away.
"Stop!" She yells at me. "Madelaine." I say scooting towards her. "No! Don't hurt me! Please!" She yells covering her eyes. "Mads. It's me Vanessa. I won't hurt you. I promise." I say softly. "Noooooo!" She whines. She starts sobbing.
"Madelaine. It's just me Vanessa. Please trust me. I won't ever hurt you." I say trying to calm her. She slowly uncovers her eyes. Her eyes are red and puffy and seeing her like this breaks my heart.
"I will never hurt you Madelaine. I just want to help you." I say softly. She nods her head slowly. I carefully make my way to her. I bring my hands to her face and gently wipe her tears.
"I've got you, okay? You're safe." I whisper to her. She looks away ashamed. "I'm sorry." She apologizes. "You have nothing to be sorry for." I tell her. She doesn't look at me. "Hey," I say softly. "look at me." I tell her. She doesn't so I grab her chin softly and make her look me in the eyes.
"I'm not going to make you tell me if that's what you're thinking. You don't have to if you don't want to. You can always tell me anything." I say not taking my eyes away from hers. She blinks a few tears.
"I've spent so long trying to close my w-wounds.....that scene just ripped them open. I don't want to say it all aloud a-again because then.....I-I feel like I w-will just ble-eed out." She says holding in her sobs.
I've never seen her so broken and I hate it. "You do not have to tell me, okay. I do not want to feel as though I'm pressuring you to tell me." I say wiping the new tears streaming down her face. She nods and whimpers looking away from me to cry.
"We've both had a bad morning. Why don't we just take a nap? I think that will help us a lot." I say giving her a small smile. She nods still looking away from me. "Mads," I say grabbing her chin. I turn her head so she is looking at me.
"I love you. Forever. Always. No matter what." I tell her giving her a long kiss on her forehead. She gives me a small smile. It's not glowing like it usually is but at least it's a smile. "I love you too, Nessa." Madelaine replies.
"Okay, lets take a nap now." I say while getting under the covers and cuddling up on the pillow. Madelaine sniffles and gets under the covers. She cuddles up next to me. I smile pulling her closer. I didn't want to fall asleep until I knew she was asleep first.
After a few moments of laying in silence I feel her steady breathing. I have so many questions but she isn't ready to answer them. I have so many different things on my mind. I kiss the top of her head. "I love you, Madelaine. More than you'll ever know." I mumble against her hair. I lean my head on hers, and fall asleep as well.
Im sorry it sucks. Im not very good at writing. I just wanted a story that ships Madelaine and Vanessa because they are so cute together. I figured I could make one in my spare time and see what other people think. So this is it so far. Thanks for reading!!!😊😊😊
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