Behind The Scenes Of Choni: A Madnessa Story [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 11

     [MADELAINE'S POV]
"I love you Vanessa." I say. Vanessa looks at me her face scrunched in disgust. "What?" She asks. "I love you." I repeat. She shakes her head, "No you don't." I look at her confused, "Yes I do. I'm in love with you." I say stepping towards her. She backs up quickly. "Stay away from me." She spits. "Nessa." I say trying to take her hand.

  "Don't touch me! You don't love me! You have a boyfriend." She says angrily. "But I love you." I say a tear falling down my face. "You're disgusting. You're such a slut. You can't go from loving your boyfriend to loving me." Vanessa says. "Nessa please don't do this." I beg with tears now falling freely down my face. "Nessa," I say sadly while walking to her. She shoves me away roughly, "I said to stay away from me!" She shouts.

  "Vanessa please," I plead. "Never talk to me again. Never come near me again. I don't want anything to do with you." Vanessa says turning to leave. I grab her arm to stop her. She quickly turns around and slaps me across my face. "I told you not to touch me!" She yells at me. I sit back defeated as she grabs her stuff to leave. I cry as she walks out of the door, slamming it behind her. I flinch at the noise, stifling my tears.

   I wake up breathless with sweat dripping down my forehead. I can feel tears on my cheeks. I look around and see Vanessa isn't with me. She left you. I don't blame her. She probably realized how disgusting and pathetic you are. She realized she doesn't want you. She will never want you.

   I hear footsteps and I quickly sit up in bed afraid. Vanessa enters the room. She sees my current state and looks at me worriedly. "Baby, are you okay?" She asks walking up to me. I shake my head. She tries to comfort me but I flinch away. "Did you have a nightmare?" She asks sadly. I nod my head. "Baby, it was just a dream okay. It wasn't real." Vanessa coos.

   I look at her questioningly. "So you do love me?" I ask. She looks at me with shock. "Of course I love you, Mads." She says slowly stepping closer. I watch her every move frightened. My eyes examining her hands, and facial expressions. "Y-you won-n't hit me?" I ask trying to hold in my sobs. "I would never hit you." She says looking at me hurt. "Why would you think such a thing?" She asks sitting on the bed.

   "N-nightm-mare." I stutter. "You dreamt that I hit you?" Vanessa asks with teary eyes. I nod my head slowly. "Baby I would never in a million years hurt you. I love you so very much. I would never want to see you hurting." She says crawling next to me. I tense up still slightly scared. She tries to touch my cheek but I whimper, "hurt." I mumble. "Did I hit you on your cheek in your dream?" Vanessa asks. I nod.

  "I'm not going to hurt you. I promise." She says holding out her pinky. I look into her eyes and see nothing but love. I shakily lock my pinky with hers. "Do you want me to kiss your cheek to make it feel better?" She asks with a little smile. I nod, "Yes please." I whisper. She kisses my cheeks softly. "I love you, Madelaine." Vanessa says looking into my eyes. "I love you too, Vanessa." I say hoarsely.

   She crawls out of the bed and leaves the room. I stay sitting to wait for her hoping she comes back. After a minute or two she comes back with her guitar. It looks very nice. "I want to play you something." Vanessa says sitting on the bed. I nod. She looks down at her guitar as her fingers graze the cords,

  "When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks"

   I smile at the sound of her voice. I've always loved to hear her sing. She has the most beautiful voice.

"And darling I will be loving you 'til we're seventy
And baby my heart could still fall as hard at twenty-three
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand"

   She smiles at me and rubs my cheek softly.

  "Oh me I fall in love with you every single day
and I just wanna tell you I am
So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are
When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
and the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way, I know you will still love me the same
Cause honey your soul can never grow old,
it's evergreen
Baby your smile's forever in my mind and memory"

   Vanessa pinches my cheeks lightly while looking at my smile.

   "I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
I'll just keep on making the same mistake
Hoping that you'll understand
But baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
So baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are"

   She starts singing quieter, her voice becoming softer.

   "Oh maybe we found love right where we are
and we found love right where we are"

   Vanessa trails off. I can't help but smile at how cute she is. She's just so gorgeous. Her smile is so beautiful. "I love you, a lot." She sighs. "I love you too." I lean in and so does she. Our lips meet and gosh, it's like fireworks. It's cliche but it's a real feeling. She pulls away and sets her guitar down.

   She wraps her arms around my waist and hugs me tight. I wrap my arms around her neck and climb into her lap. We sit together enjoying each others embrace until Vanessa speaks up, "Babe, we need to pick up your antibiotics." Vanessa sighs. "Can't we just get Camila to get them for me. I just want to stay here with you." I pout. She groans, "Yeah, I guess." She says grabbing her phone.

   She dials in Cami's number and waits for her to answer. "Hey, can you pick up Madelaine's prescription please?" Vanessa asks. I giggle at how cute she sounds. "Because Madelaine wants to stay in and cuddle." She says while blushing. I poke her cheeks to tease her. "Well from what I recall you aren't as straight as you put off." Vanessa remarks. I look at her confused. "You helped Mads come out but you can't even come out yourself?" She asks, which by her facial expressions I can tell she's also confused.

   "I think you're over exaggerating." Vanessa sighs. "I can't tell you what to do but I can say that keeping it locked up inside feels worse than admitting and dealing with it." Vanessa explains. "Okay, so are you going to get the prescription or not?" She laughs. "Okay thank you. Bye." She hangs up the phone. I look at her still confused. "It's a lot. She can explain it when she gets here." Vanessa says. I nod.

   Vanessa lays down and I lay on top of her cuddling into her chest. I rest my head on her collarbone. She holds me against her chest with her arms wrapped around my back. I kiss her neck before mumbling an I love you.

Omg I can't believe I'm already at 2k reads. It's honestly astounding. Thank you guys so much for liking the story. I have school in like two hours and I have a lot of exams to take. I have not slept cause I have been working on this chapter. I'm sorry if it's bad.