[VANESSA'S POV]
I wake up in Madelaine's arms. I look at the time and see it' almost seven. I look up at Madelaine and see her on her phone. "Morning beautiful." Madelaine says kissing my forehead. "Morning." I greet. "Let me go make you breakfast." Madelaine says. I hold her tighter. "We need to eat." Madelaine laughs. "Don't leave." I mumble. "Come help me then." She suggests. I nod and get up. I wait for her to get up as well. I hold her hand and she leads me to the kitchen.She walks to the fridge but I don't let go of her. She grabs everything in one hand and sets it on the island. "Nessa, I won't be able to cook with one hand." Madelaine giggles. I let go of her hand slowly. Immediately missing the contact.
I sit on a stool and watch her intently. She starts to cook food on the stove so I go up behind her. I wrap my arms around her waist and bury my face in her back. "What are you doing, baby?" Madelaine asks. I shrug my shoulders. Madelaine grabs one of my hands from on top of her stomach and kisses my knuckles.
She continues to cook silently with my arms still around her. "Nessa, get us some plates and silverware, and set it on the table." Madelaine says. I whimper at that. "Please, baby. Then we can eat breakfast together." Madelaine says.
I huff and let go of her. I grab us plates and silverware quickly. I set them on the table. Madelaine puts the food on the plates, and puts the pan back on the stove. I watch Madelaine closely waiting for her to sit down. Once she sits down I sit down as well. I scoot my chair closer to hers and grab her hand. I set my head on her shoulder. "Eat your food, baby." Madelaine says. I frown and sit up to eat my food.
I eat my food quickly just wanting Madelaine's warmth. I climb into her lap and wrap my arms around her neck. I put my face into the crook of her neck and she giggles. She continues to eat her food while I stay in her arms. She finishes eating and pats my back. "Baby, you need to get up." Madelaine says. Instead of getting up I hold her tighter. She laughs and gets off the stool while holding me in her arms. I wrap my legs around her waist securely. She grabs our plates and sets them in the sink.
She carries me to the bedroom and tries to set me on the bed. "Nessa, you need to let go." Madelaine says. I shake my head. "I need to take a shower." She says. I shake my head again. "I will just be in the bathroom. You can sit in there while I take a shower if you want." Madelaine suggests. I nod quickly. Madelaine carries me to the bathroom and sets me on the counter. I let go of her slowly. She kisses my forehead. "Give me like twenty minutes." Madelaine says. I nod.
Madelaine walks next to the shower. She turns the water on, and undresses herself. She steps into the shower and closes the glass door. I scoot myself so I am against the mirror. I pull my legs onto the counter and sit with my knees to my chest. Hoping this twenty minutes goes by quickly. I sit anxiously waiting for her to get out.
After what seems like forever Madelaine turns the water off. She steps out of the shower and wraps her towel around her body. I try to contain myself by sitting patiently on the counter. Madelaine comes up to the counter and stands in front of me. I wrap my legs around her waist, and my arms around her neck. She picks me up and carries me to the bed.
"I need you to sit here while I get dressed." Madelaine says. I nod and sit against the headboard in the same position I was in just a minute ago. She walks to the closet and picks out her clothes. She drops her towel and gets dressed.
Once she is dressed she walks to me. "Are you going to take a shower?" She asks. I wrap my arms around her and hold her tightly. "Baby, you've barely said a word all morning." Madelaine says. I shrug my shoulders. "Come on. Let's get you a shower." Madelaine says taking me to the bathroom. I shake my head and hold her tighter. She tries to put me down but I whimper. "Just take a quick shower, okay? Then we can leave for the table read." Madelaine says. I sigh defeated and let go of her. She sets me on the floor and goes to sit on the toilet.
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Behind The Scenes Of Choni: A Madnessa Story [DISCONTINUED]
FanfictionTrigger Warning: This book contains depression, anxiety, self-harm, sexual and verbal abuse, and PTSD. This was my very first fanfic ever and I've stopped updating this for a while now. I decided to make it discontinued because I don't think I'll ev...