[MADELAINE'S POV]
Vanessa, and I have been driving for almost an hour. "Babe, when are we going to be there?" I ask whining. "We're almost there, okay. Just a little bit longer." Vanessa says holding my hand.I was curious as to where we're going. Considering I've never been down this road. It was a backroad surrounded by trees. We've been driving down this road for the last twenty minutes.
I look around the car seeing if there is anything that could give me hints. I don't seen anything out of the ordinary. Just an extra makeup bag, and her bag she takes to set. I huff leaning against the window.
Vanessa pulls into a dirt road stopping to park. "Here," Vanessa says. I look out the window to see trees surrounding the car. "Nessa, what is this?" I ask. "You'll see." She smiles exiting the car.
I exit the car hesitantly. Vanessa comes up to me with a blindfold. "Put this on." She demands. "What?" I ask. "Put it on." She repeats. I take the blindfold putting it over my eyes.
"I'm really trusting you right now." I mumble. Why? She's just going to break your heart. No she won't. Yes she will. "Good, I hope you'll always trust me." Vanessa says taking me out of my thoughts.
I hear the car door open, and close. I feel Vanessa's hand in mine. "I'm going to lead you." Vanessa says. "Okay." I sigh, holding her hand tighter. I feel her hand pulling mine, so I start to walk forwards.
After about eight minutes of walking she stops causing me to stop abruptly. "Are you ready?" Vanessa asks. I nod quickly, feeling anxious.
Vanessa slowly takes off my blindfold. She releases her hand from mine jumping in front of me. "Surprise!" Vanessa smiles. I look around to see pictures hanging from lights. Three trees with blankets in the middle of them.
I stand stunned with my mouth open a tad. "Baby, this is beautiful." I mutter. She looks down bashfully. "You like it?" She asks. "I love it, baby." I smile. I kiss her forehead softly. "Come on, look around." Vanessa smiles motioning to the many pictures hanging on the lights.
I walk to the pictures slowly. Scanning them before my eyes land on one. It was the first picture I ever gave her of myself. We talked on Instagram for hours. I remember sending her the picture after she begged for one.
You look disgusting. No I don't. Of course you do. You don't have any makeup on. You look terrible. I look to my feet, and bite my lip softly. "I remember thinking that I found the most beautiful girl in the world. I just needed to make her mine, and my life would be complete. It only took me about two years but I would wait an eternity for you." Vanessa says from beside me. I smile at that.
"You think I'm beautiful?" I ask. Vanessa nods aggressively. "Absolutely gorgeous. I've never met anyone as beautiful as you. I don't think anyone could be as beautiful as you." She says. I was starting to feel guilty. That stupid voice is ruining this for Vanessa. I wanted it to be perfect.
"Are you okay, Mads?" Vanessa asks. "Uhm, yeah." I say nodding my head quickly. "Ar," Vanessa starts getting cut off by me. "I want to look at that picture." I say walking to a different picture.
I look at the picture. It's when we first hung out. We went to Veggie Grill, and then went back to my place to just chill together. It was a picture of me on my couch. You look so fat. I can't believe she still has this picture of you. Vanessa likes this picture. I don't get why. It's hideous.
"I knew on this day that I found my soulmate. I didn't know in what way yet because I knew you were straight. I just knew that you were my soulmate. I thought of it as a friend soulmate. When we hung out on this day, I felt like I've known you my whole life. I felt like I could trust you with my life, and you would never let me down. I had only known a little bit about you but I cared about you so much. I cared like my life depended on it. I was in a bad place when I met you but you made me forget about all of my problems." Vanessa says looking at the picture.
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Behind The Scenes Of Choni: A Madnessa Story [DISCONTINUED]
FanfictionTrigger Warning: This book contains depression, anxiety, self-harm, sexual and verbal abuse, and PTSD. This was my very first fanfic ever and I've stopped updating this for a while now. I decided to make it discontinued because I don't think I'll ev...