Meredith And Nathan: fight for your L(ife)ove

Love, Meredith.

Author's note:
Ok guys, next part will be the last part of Season One. I will explain a little better in next chapter.

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I had decided to go talk to Dr. Carr, and Nathan decided to come with me
-Hi Dr. Carr, We are here again because we are having trouble. Megan, Nathan's ex fiancée came back here and told Nathan she wanted to be with him. Nathan chose to stay with me and I asked him if he had made that decision because I was pregnant or vulnerable. He told me no, and now we are trying to get over it. Haven't I told you, I'm pregnant again!
-Congrats! I have an idea: if you find it hard to express your feelings, why don't you write them on paper and leave them somewhere so that the other can see it and read it while you aren't around.
-Well, that sounds stupid, but is actually a very good idea.
-Ok so try that and let me know how it worked.

Great, now I had to write to my fiancé, because neither of us was brave enough to talk. Well, maybe I wasn't brave enough. See, I find it difficult to say romantic things. I am not that type of person.
So I found time to sit down and write. I wrote my heart out, and when I had finished, I placed the letter on the kitchen table. I knew he would read the note the next morning because he had to wake up earlier for a surgery.
The next morning, he went downstairs, and read the letter:
Dear Nathan,
I have finally been able to realize how I feel, how much I care about you. Otherwise, I wouldn't be writing this stupid letter haha. But I now know my heart is with you. I want you by my side. As you may have realized at this point, I'm not the writing type of person, but whatever. I don't know if you knew, here goes a fun fact, that in fact, is not as fun: I have alzheimer's genes, and with time, they will activate. So just in case I never get to tell you, I know deep inside of me, I will never forget you, no matter how ill I am. I hope I can love you until the day I die. It took me a long time to realize I wanted you. Sometimes I don't realize how much I have until I lose it all. If this ever happens to me again, don't let me. Do not let me lose you. Never.
Love,
Meredith.