Meredith And Nathan: fight for your L(ife)ove

Shoutout to my ex

This is a shoutout to you, the one who broke my heart in a million pieces until they were no longer whole pieces, but ashes, powder...
Shoutout to you, the one who made me believe I was wrong, when I wasn't.
To you, the one who promised to stay with me through my best and worst, but totally disappeared during my hardest times.
This? This is a shoutout to you...

I was bored, mostly depressed. Cristina's arrival had reminisced my best and worst, my residency days. She was pure depression, and I didn't want that in my life. But I had been way too harsh to her.
On the other hand, Amelia had been wandering around the hospital, she was recovering. She often came to my hospital room and talked to me about Owen, one very broken part of her still loved him, but she couldn't undo what was done. He had been rough with her, and she had been rough with herself too. She sometimes said it was all her fault, because none of that would have happened if she hadn't hit Owen with that stupid pan. I sometimes answered that if things are meant to be they would be, and that nobody should be held accountable for that. He made her believe she was useless, she was selfish, but he was wrong. Amelia was one of the best people I had ever met in my life, and she was everything but selfish.
Also, my eyes had seen enough of the stupid ICU, I was ready to be discharged. But Bailey was so concerned about us being okay she didn't want to let us go.
And just when it's about time, she shows up in my room.
-Meredith, this is all my fault.

The martyr comes here every sigle day, and her favourite phrase at the moment is "this is all my fault"

-Amelia, stop. I am being dead serious, I am getting really mad at Owen, he is making you believe things which aren't true, he is brainwashing you.
-But Meredith, it is in my head all the time and I can't stop. I can't stop. This is all my fault. You lost a baby, god Nathan almost died, Owen and I almost died too.
-Amleia shut up before I get up the freaking bed and slap you! You are a good person, you are anything but selfish, you are powerful, you are fierce, you are loving and caring, and Owen doesn't deserve you! Don't you see? He is jealous and rancorous, he has always wanted a baby, and if you don't give him that he will get mad at you for absolutely no good reason, and he is just so self centered he can't understand you are not a baby machine, you are a person, you are a human. And whoever isn't willing to understand that, doesn't deserve you. So you are not the one who should be walking around the hospital like a martyr. He broke your heart in a million pieces until they were no longer whole pieces, but ashes, powder.
He made you believe you were wrong, when you weren't. He went missing through your worst times, when he had promised to stay by your side. This? This is a shoutout to him.