Meredith And Nathan: fight for your L(ife)ove

Why is it

Why is it that every time we think we've seen or heard something somewhere, we associate it with a person, or a place, or a memory...
Why is it that the most remote misteries of our paths remain a mistery?
Why is it that sometimes we need to touch in order to believe... that we need information
This is it. This is all you get. How well we play, that's up to us. You can have the worst crap in the world happen to you and still, keep going. Or you could be a simple crybaby. As I said, up to you...
-Amelia, are you sure this guy is gonna come back for us?
-Meredith, I'm sure. Why would he invent everything?
-I don't know. Sometimes I need to see to believe
-Yeah, believe me I can relate to that
-Why?
-So did I when Derek died, but that's another story, isn't it?
-Ok why are you attacking me?
-I'm not, I'm just saying. I can be very supportive, but there is unfinished business over here.
-And why do you bring this up now?
-Because this guy reminded me of Derek. Every single thing, the way he talked, his smile.

That's it. Crap. She is not the only one.

-He said something, Derek always said before anything bad happened to him. He told me to stay where I was and wait for him.
-So?
-What! I'm saying I remembered him too
-Well, congrats. I don't know what to tell you Meredith
-Stop it
-Stop what?
-Being this passive aggressive. You know what? Let's just wait in silence, before I punch your pretty face
-Woah look who is aggressive now- she said
I needed silence, couldn't she just shut the hell up? On with the monologue...
... why is it, though, that we need information to believe? I happen to be at a desert island stuck with a person who hates me and to see a person who is very similar to my dead husband. So I'll tell you why: because us humans are sometimes delusional. Because we have to make sure we are not going crazy. Because I need to know that that person isn't Derek, that it cannot be possibly true... crap I shouldn't have said that...