Meredith And Nathan: fight for your L(ife)ove

Like screaming

-Meredith Grey, Nathan Riggs: office 145.
We entered the court and sat down, along with our attorneys.
-We will now proceed to file number 12007. Divorce has been requested by Meredith Grey and Nathan Riggs. Accounting previous mediations, we are here, in the city of Seattle, June 1st, year 2018, in order to accredit the divorce of Meredith Elizabeth Grey and Nathan Riggs.
The terms and conditions which have been previously discussed, I will now name: Aiden Riggs Grey's custody is granted to Meredith Elizabeth Grey. It is ordered that the divorce warrant is processed. We have come to the end of this instance.
- I guess I will see you at work then- he said
-I guess so, yeah
-yeah. Goodbye then. Mer, one last thing. Can I hug you?
We hugged filling the long air gap which was between us.
-Goodbye.
-Goodbye.
I quicky got into the car, started crying as much as I could until I became practically dehydrated.
-Mer, It's ok. We got you. Shh, don't cry, everything will be alright.
-Amelia, I still love him! Stupid stupid me, I am not saying I shouldn't have done this, but it hurts.
-I know, but it's for the better. You made the right decision.
-Really! Did I? Because right now I feel stupid.
-But you are not! Come on, let's go home. I'll drive.
When we got home, Amelia said:
-There's one thing I have learnt from you Meredith: we gotta dance it out.
She played some music and made me dance. I won't lie, It made me feel better, but as soon as I finished dancing, I started crying again. I could have filled up a river of tears.
I wondered whether it had all been my fault, whether I was too clinged to the past and all these decisions I had made were made thinking about Derek.
It's like screaming, but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will never understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you...
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Soo this is the end of season two! I'm sorry it was a little bit short but I'll try to make season three even larger! Love you and thank you so much for your support. Also, I have an ig page it's @greysalphabet you should check it out!!