Meredith And Nathan: fight for your L(ife)ove

Nobody knows

-DR. MODEL?!?
But before I give you any more information, let's jump to the beginning, shall we?
It rained all freaking day in the island, the wet sand sticked to my feet, and the sea was as wild as a lion's roar. All this time, all these days, my thoughts took longer and longer to go away. What if we never got back home again? Why did this happen to us? We shouldn't even be here, what the hell are we doing here? I started thinking about the kids, a lot, all the time, I couldn't stop. Meanwhile, I thought about Nathan, and I thought, just for a second, that maybe if I died I'd see Derek, I never believed in heaven, but he did, so I pretended for just one second I believed in heaven too. I never got a chance to tell him I loved him before he was gone. Some people say although a person is brain-dead they can still hear you, but I don't know. I feel like dying is not my biggest fear, but knowing my life comes to an end without having lived all I had to live.
My life is not mine anymore, I love four little children with all my heart, I have one sister and one "sister" who I love too. I have loved my husband until the minute he died, and now I love Nathan, I found love again, when I thought you could only have one great love. So much has changed since that day... the day I set foot in the hospital. "Each of you comes here today hopeful" Damn right Richard. "This is your starting line, this is your arena, how well you play, that's up to you"
I also met Cristina, and all my friends. George, Izzie, oh my god Alex! He had become one of the greatest people I had ever met. And everyone thought he was a jerk... look at him now. He is like my brother. I remember being the slutty mistress, I remember Derek pumching Mark when he was flirting with me. I remember George getting so mad at me he even moved out. I remember a lot of things. You think those were shitty times, but I wish I could sense the smell of residency again. Hear Bailey yelling at us for the very first time, you know, a fresh start. We felt fresh, and along the way we made so many mistakes it no longer felt fresh. But things have to change, they have to. They just turn into memories, and you start creating new ones, for instance when we crashed in the woods, or when Derek died. I cannot believe so much has happened. Damn right Richard, that was our starting line, and we all know we are way past that.
I wish I could eat Izzie's chocolate muffins one more time. She left, and she left Alex. And now she is here? What is she doing here? Am I dreaming?
-Izzie? - I ask
-M-Meredith, what, what are you doing here?
-What are you doing here?
-Well, I... this is a very long story, we should sit and talk don't you think?
-Y-yeah, so tell me, how the hell did you end up here?
-Well, I was on a flight, and another second, I was drugged by someone and I was here in the island.
-How long have you been here?
-She has been here for a couple of months now- a familiar voice mentioned...