We are never ever ever, getting out of here

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Do you know that saying which goes: "the first cut is the deepest"? That's bullshit. Because it isn't true, it is not that the rest won't hurt because the first one was deeper. So don't you ever dare believe that you can get used to pain. Because pain? It comes in all forms...

-Meredith you have to eat something- Cristina said
-Mer- Nathan said- you need to eat so we can get out of here. Otherwise they won't discharge us.
I didn't wanna talk, I wanted to be alone. Well, I actually needed Alex.
-Guys could you shut up? No, actually, bring Alex
-I'm sorry, since when is Alex your person and I'm not?
-I'm not in the mood for such silly arguments, Cristina
-You're not? Oh well, how bad. You are getting up now- she grabbed me and made me stand up- we are done, you don't need our pity, we get it. So if you don't need our pity, get up. We won't be easy on you, if that's what you are saying you want.
-No, I'm saying I want to be alone. I want you to stop being so cold... Maybe you're right. Maybe I've changed. Maybe I got used to being around people so full of feelings, and maybe you need some. So stop being so Cristina and start being a person, a human being. Maybe if you are so cold I don't need you as my person. You and I were once the dark and twisties, but I'm tired of playing it tough. Because these people showed me it is okay to be vulnerable from time to time.
-Oh you did not just say that- she said
-Watch me: you are dismissed.
Those words just came out of nowhere. I had been cruel, but I had been true. I needed someone who was willing to stay with me and my broken heart, not try to break it a little more...

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